1 00:00:03,833 --> 00:00:06,700 Lupe: I FEEL HELPLESS, WORTHLESS... 2 00:00:06,700 --> 00:00:08,933 AND I KNOW I'M GONNA DIE. 3 00:00:14,967 --> 00:00:16,767 Man: [ MOANING ] 4 00:00:16,767 --> 00:00:20,000 MY WEIGHT HAS GIVEN ME A DEATH SENTENCE. 5 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:23,300 Nikki: THE THING I RELIED ON ALL THESE YEARS 6 00:00:23,300 --> 00:00:24,967 IS WHAT'S KILLING ME. 7 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:34,267 IT'S BROKEN! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? 8 00:00:34,267 --> 00:00:35,833 I DON'T KNOW. I CAN'T GET OFF. 9 00:00:35,833 --> 00:00:37,567 DON'T LET ME GO, PLEASE. I'M NOT. 10 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:44,800 Chad: IT'S HARD TO BE A FATHER FROM A CHAIR. 11 00:00:44,800 --> 00:00:46,633 [ GRUNTS ] THANK YOU, HONEY. 12 00:00:46,633 --> 00:00:49,967 I SEE THAT UNWILLINGNESS. 13 00:00:49,967 --> 00:00:52,633 IF YOU WERE SERIOUS, YOU'D MAKE CHANGES. 14 00:00:54,633 --> 00:00:56,533 Dr. Nowzaradan: YOU'RE PLAYING WITH EVERYBODY AROUND YOU. 15 00:00:56,533 --> 00:00:57,667 NO, I'M NOT. 16 00:00:57,667 --> 00:00:58,967 YOU GOT TO USE YOUR UPPER BODY AND STAY UP. 17 00:00:58,967 --> 00:01:01,433 -I'M GONNA FALL. -YOU'RE NOT GONNA FALL. 18 00:01:01,433 --> 00:01:03,933 YOU REFUSE TO GET OUT OF THIS CONDITION. 19 00:01:03,933 --> 00:01:06,933 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 20 00:01:06,933 --> 00:01:09,967 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 21 00:01:11,267 --> 00:01:12,867 SOMETIMES WE THINK 22 00:01:12,867 --> 00:01:15,800 WE DESPERATELY NEED SOMETHING IN OUR LIFE, 23 00:01:15,800 --> 00:01:20,400 NEVER REALIZING IT'S THE VERY THING KILLING US. 24 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,067 ** 25 00:01:32,867 --> 00:01:35,800 [ AIR RUSHING ] 26 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:38,833 ** 27 00:01:40,733 --> 00:01:42,533 Gilbert: HEY, TIME TO GET UP. 28 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:45,533 GOT TO GET UP NOW. 29 00:01:48,400 --> 00:01:50,433 BEING THIS OVERWEIGHT, 30 00:01:50,433 --> 00:01:53,700 EVERYTHING I DO IS HARD, AND IT'S A STRUGGLE. 31 00:01:53,700 --> 00:01:55,667 I NEED A RAG FOR MY FACE. 32 00:01:55,667 --> 00:01:57,533 THINGS ARE SO HARD FOR ME. 33 00:01:57,533 --> 00:02:01,600 I'VE LOST MOTIVATION TO DO ANYTHING FOR MYSELF. 34 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,533 AND MY BODY'S STARTING TO BREAK DOWN. 35 00:02:04,533 --> 00:02:05,967 MY WEIGHT HAS TAKEN A TOLL 36 00:02:05,967 --> 00:02:09,400 ON MY HEART, MY KIDNEYS, MY LIVER, MY LEGS -- 37 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:10,900 EVERYTHING. 38 00:02:11,967 --> 00:02:16,067 I'M IN PAIN, AND I FEEL HELPLESS, WORTHLESS. 39 00:02:16,067 --> 00:02:17,133 [ BEEPS ] 40 00:02:17,133 --> 00:02:19,867 Woman: THE BLOOD GLUCOSE IS 423. 41 00:02:19,867 --> 00:02:21,633 Gilbert: DANG, 423? 42 00:02:22,733 --> 00:02:26,500 Lupe: BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT, I AM DIABETIC. 43 00:02:26,500 --> 00:02:30,967 AND WHAT SCARES ME THE MOST IS THAT MY KIDNEYS WILL FAIL AGAIN. 44 00:02:30,967 --> 00:02:34,733 I'VE ALREADY GONE INTO A DIABETIC COMA, 45 00:02:34,733 --> 00:02:38,400 AND THERE WAS SO MUCH FAT AROUND MY NECK, IT WAS SUFFOCATING ME. 46 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:40,067 SO THEY HAD TO DO A TRACHEOTOMY 47 00:02:40,067 --> 00:02:43,133 JUST SO I COULD BREATHE WHILE I WAS UNCONSCIOUS. 48 00:02:43,133 --> 00:02:45,767 THEY HAD TO DO, LIKE, A CHIN TUCK RIGHT HERE 49 00:02:45,767 --> 00:02:47,067 AND THEN PUT THE TRACHE IN 50 00:02:47,067 --> 00:02:48,467 BECAUSE EVEN WITH THE VENTILATOR, 51 00:02:48,467 --> 00:02:49,700 I STILL NEEDED IT. 52 00:02:50,900 --> 00:02:53,567 AND IT'S BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE MY COMA, 53 00:02:53,567 --> 00:02:56,267 AND I HAVEN'T WALKED ON MY OWN SINCE THEN. 54 00:02:56,267 --> 00:02:59,433 I WALKED INTO THE E.R., AND I NEVER WALKED OUT. 55 00:02:59,433 --> 00:03:00,900 READY. 56 00:03:00,900 --> 00:03:04,267 IT CHANGED MY ENTIRE LIFE. 57 00:03:04,267 --> 00:03:09,067 SO NOW MY BED IS MY RESTROOM, MY PLACE WHERE I TAKE A SHOWER. 58 00:03:09,067 --> 00:03:11,467 [ SNIFFLES ] IT'S WHERE I DO EVERYTHING. 59 00:03:11,467 --> 00:03:13,133 YOU GOOD? 60 00:03:13,133 --> 00:03:16,800 WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I HATE BEING IN THIS BED. 61 00:03:18,067 --> 00:03:21,200 I NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF 24/7 62 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:24,300 BECAUSE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING MYSELF. 63 00:03:24,300 --> 00:03:26,433 -READY FOR YOUR BATH? -YEAH. 64 00:03:26,433 --> 00:03:28,733 MY HUSBAND, GILBERT, IS MY CARETAKER. 65 00:03:28,733 --> 00:03:30,067 OKAY. 66 00:03:30,067 --> 00:03:32,533 HE CAN'T HAVE A FULL-TIME JOB 67 00:03:32,533 --> 00:03:34,733 BECAUSE HE TAKES CARE OF ME ALL THE TIME. 68 00:03:36,133 --> 00:03:37,767 Gilbert: I FEEL HELPLESS. 69 00:03:37,767 --> 00:03:42,200 IT'S JUST ME TAKING OF HER MORE THAN US HAVING A MARRIAGE. 70 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:46,667 YOU KNOW, I GUESS YOU COULD SAY INTIMACY IS IMPOSSIBLE. 71 00:03:46,667 --> 00:03:48,900 OKAY. OHH. 72 00:03:48,900 --> 00:03:52,600 THIS IS WAY HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE. 73 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:56,633 BUT, YOU KNOW, I LOVE HER, AND THAT'S WHAT KEEPS ME GOING. 74 00:03:57,600 --> 00:03:59,767 GIVE ME ONE SECOND. 75 00:03:59,767 --> 00:04:02,133 Lupe: I FEEL UNWORTHY OF HIM TAKING CARE OF ME 76 00:04:02,133 --> 00:04:04,200 AND LOVING ME THE WAY HE DOES. 77 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:06,633 IT'S NOT A NORMAL LIFE LIVING THIS WAY. 78 00:04:09,700 --> 00:04:13,433 IT FEELS...HUMILIATING. 79 00:04:13,433 --> 00:04:16,300 I JUST... [ SNIFFLES ] 80 00:04:16,300 --> 00:04:18,100 IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 81 00:04:18,100 --> 00:04:20,300 ** 82 00:04:26,367 --> 00:04:29,833 WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I THOUGHT I WAS A NORMAL WEIGHT. 83 00:04:33,533 --> 00:04:38,300 I WAS A LITTLE CHUNKY, BUT I WAS HEALTHY AND HAPPY. 84 00:04:38,300 --> 00:04:41,067 I FELT LIKE I HAD A NORMAL FAMILY, 85 00:04:41,067 --> 00:04:43,400 AND THEN EVERYTHING CHANGED. 86 00:04:45,300 --> 00:04:48,633 WHEN I WAS 5, MY DAD LEFT. 87 00:04:49,833 --> 00:04:52,100 I REMEMBER IT TO THIS DAY. 88 00:04:52,100 --> 00:04:54,133 HE HAD PUT US IN THE BATHTUB. 89 00:04:54,133 --> 00:04:56,833 AFTER THREE, FOUR HOURS, MY SISTER GOT OUT, 90 00:04:56,833 --> 00:04:59,300 AND I WAITED IN THE BATHTUB EIGHT HOURS. 91 00:04:59,300 --> 00:05:00,633 [ SNIFFLES ] 92 00:05:00,633 --> 00:05:03,133 AND THEN I NOTICED THAT HE WASN'T COMING BACK. 93 00:05:04,400 --> 00:05:10,067 I FELT LIKE MY DAD ABANDONED ME AND BROKE MY HEART. 94 00:05:10,067 --> 00:05:13,133 AND THAT'S WHEN I REMEMBER STARTING TO GO TO FOOD 95 00:05:13,133 --> 00:05:14,667 TO FEEL BETTER. 96 00:05:15,767 --> 00:05:17,900 I MISSED HIM SO MUCH, I WANTED HIM, 97 00:05:17,900 --> 00:05:20,167 I'D JUST START EATING AND EATING. 98 00:05:20,167 --> 00:05:21,567 AFTER MY DAD LEFT, 99 00:05:21,567 --> 00:05:24,933 THAT'S WHEN I NOTICED LUPE WAS SNEAKING FOOD INTO HER ROOM. 100 00:05:26,467 --> 00:05:28,067 SHE WOULD JUST KEEP EATING. 101 00:05:28,067 --> 00:05:31,933 THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY SHE KNEW HOW TO HANDLE HER EMOTIONS. 102 00:05:31,933 --> 00:05:33,933 Lupe: BY THE TIME I WAS 6 YEARS OLD, 103 00:05:33,933 --> 00:05:37,067 I WAS ALREADY 100 POUNDS, 104 00:05:37,067 --> 00:05:40,100 AND FOOD WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD RELY ON. 105 00:05:41,367 --> 00:05:45,067 I FELT LIKE FOOD WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, 106 00:05:45,067 --> 00:05:47,567 NO MATTER WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH 107 00:05:47,567 --> 00:05:49,900 'CAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE ANYONE. 108 00:05:51,467 --> 00:05:54,867 AFTER MY DAD LEFT, MY MOM HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN, 109 00:05:54,867 --> 00:05:59,067 TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, AND SHE STARTED USING DRUGS. 110 00:05:59,067 --> 00:06:02,333 AND WHEN I WAS 8, MY MOM WENT TO PRISON. 111 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:07,667 SO I WENT TO STAY WITH MY GRANDMA. 112 00:06:07,667 --> 00:06:12,233 AND THROUGH ALL THIS, FOOD STAYED MY ONLY COMFORT. 113 00:06:12,233 --> 00:06:14,600 SHE STARTED GAINING WEIGHT PRETTY FAST. 114 00:06:16,267 --> 00:06:20,233 IN THE NINTH GRADE, SHE WAS 400 POUNDS. 115 00:06:20,233 --> 00:06:24,367 I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HER 'CAUSE I WAS YOUNGER THAN HER. 116 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:29,433 Lupe: AND THEN MY GRANDMA PASSED AWAY. 117 00:06:31,133 --> 00:06:34,133 MY WHOLE WORLD IS FALLING APART. 118 00:06:34,133 --> 00:06:39,367 I STARTED GETTING SO BIG THAT I COULD DO LESS AND LESS. 119 00:06:39,367 --> 00:06:41,667 AND I HAD TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL. 120 00:06:43,933 --> 00:06:46,833 AFTER THAT, ALL I DID WAS EAT. 121 00:06:46,833 --> 00:06:50,367 AND I MOSTLY STAYED HOME AND KEPT GAINING. 122 00:06:52,633 --> 00:06:55,467 BY THE TIME I WAS IN MY LATE 20s, 123 00:06:55,467 --> 00:06:58,333 I WAS OVER 500 POUNDS. 124 00:07:00,833 --> 00:07:02,867 BUT THINGS GOT WORSE 10 YEARS AGO 125 00:07:02,867 --> 00:07:05,067 WHEN I WENT INTO THE E.R. NOT FEELING WELL 126 00:07:05,067 --> 00:07:07,300 AND FELL INTO A DIABETIC COMA. 127 00:07:09,300 --> 00:07:12,167 SINCE THEN, I'VE BEEN MOSTLY TRAPPED IN MY BED. 128 00:07:13,467 --> 00:07:18,767 AND FOR TWO DECADES, I'VE BEEN OVER 500 POUNDS. 129 00:07:18,767 --> 00:07:21,500 BEING THIS SIZE IS THE ONLY LIFE I'VE KNOWN. 130 00:07:25,367 --> 00:07:27,067 YEAH. 131 00:07:27,067 --> 00:07:29,600 NOW I HAVE TO BE COMPLETELY TAKEN CARE OF. 132 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:31,100 AND THE ONLY PERSON 133 00:07:31,100 --> 00:07:34,633 I HAVE IN MY LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF ME IS GILBERT. 134 00:07:35,833 --> 00:07:38,367 ME MET EIGHT YEARS AGO IN A CHAT ROOM, 135 00:07:38,367 --> 00:07:41,133 AND SINCE THEN, HE'S TAKEN CARE OF ME. 136 00:07:41,133 --> 00:07:44,100 THANK YOU SO MUCH. HAVE A NICE DAY. 137 00:07:44,100 --> 00:07:49,367 WE TALKED FOR ABOUT SIX MONTHS, AND WE JUST HIT IT OFF. 138 00:07:49,367 --> 00:07:51,100 THEY DIDN'T HAVE DONUT HOLES. 139 00:07:51,100 --> 00:07:52,467 SO WHAT'D YOU GET? 140 00:07:52,467 --> 00:07:56,067 UH, DON'T GET MAD, BUT I HAD TO GET THE OTHER ONES. 141 00:07:56,067 --> 00:07:57,933 WHICH ONE YOU WANT? I DON'T KNOW. 142 00:07:57,933 --> 00:07:59,600 OKAY, GO AHEAD, PICK. 143 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:00,833 GET ME A PLATE. 144 00:08:00,833 --> 00:08:02,533 I'LL GET SOME PLATES. 145 00:08:02,533 --> 00:08:05,667 I LIED TO HIM, AND I TOLD HIM I WAS LIKE 200 POUNDS. 146 00:08:07,233 --> 00:08:10,367 BUT WE GOT REALLY CLOSE, AND I TOLD HIM, 147 00:08:10,367 --> 00:08:11,800 "I'M GONNA SEND YOU A PICTURE, 148 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:14,133 BUT I UNDERSTAND IF YOU NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME AGAIN." 149 00:08:15,633 --> 00:08:19,167 Gilbert: NORMALLY, I'M NOT ATTRACTED TO BIG PEOPLE, 150 00:08:19,167 --> 00:08:22,733 SO WHEN I SAW THE PICTURE OF LUPE, I WAS UPSET. 151 00:08:22,733 --> 00:08:25,200 BUT I ALREADY STARTED TO CARE ABOUT HER. 152 00:08:25,200 --> 00:08:26,900 I WANT ANOTHER HALF. 153 00:08:28,067 --> 00:08:30,767 BRING ME THE BOX. I'M GONNA CHOOSE IT. 154 00:08:30,767 --> 00:08:34,200 I HAD DOUBTS ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER... 155 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:37,933 UNTIL SHE TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT REALLY HIT ME IN THE HEART. 156 00:08:37,933 --> 00:08:39,867 SHE SAID THAT SHE WAS PRAYING TO GOD 157 00:08:39,867 --> 00:08:42,400 THAT HE WOULD SEND SOMEBODY TO HER 158 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:45,467 THAT WOULD BE THERE FOR HER AND WOULD TAKE CARE OF HER 159 00:08:45,467 --> 00:08:47,400 AND BE BY HER SIDE. 160 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:50,233 AND I WANTED TO BE THAT PERSON FOR HER. 161 00:08:54,967 --> 00:09:00,867 I KNOW I'M EATING UNHEALTHY, BUT FOOD IS MY COMFORT. 162 00:09:00,867 --> 00:09:02,867 AND I'M SCARED NOT HAVING IT THERE. 163 00:09:04,133 --> 00:09:06,867 Gilbert: I LOVE HER TO DEATH, AND I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE HER. 164 00:09:06,867 --> 00:09:08,733 I DON'T. 165 00:09:08,733 --> 00:09:11,100 BUT I NEED HER TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT 166 00:09:11,100 --> 00:09:13,467 BECAUSE IT'S KILLING THE BOTH OF US, 167 00:09:13,467 --> 00:09:15,233 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 168 00:09:15,233 --> 00:09:18,067 ** 169 00:09:18,067 --> 00:09:20,133 [ DOG BARKS ] 170 00:09:21,133 --> 00:09:23,733 I REALLY TRY NOT TO GIVE HER AS MUCH FOOD AS HE WANTS. 171 00:09:23,733 --> 00:09:25,267 BUT IF I DON'T DO IT, 172 00:09:25,267 --> 00:09:28,067 SHE'LL FIND HER NIECE OR SOMEONE DO IT FOR HER. 173 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:32,333 HI, MIJA. HI. 174 00:09:32,333 --> 00:09:34,200 CAN YOU GO GET ME SOMETHING TO EAT? 175 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:35,233 YEAH. 176 00:09:35,233 --> 00:09:37,067 THANK YOU. 177 00:09:37,067 --> 00:09:40,067 TWO SUPER NACHOS, THE CARNE ASADA ONES. 178 00:09:40,067 --> 00:09:43,567 TWO LENGUA BURRITOS, AND A BEEF TACO WITH NO LETTUCE. 179 00:09:43,567 --> 00:09:44,833 OKAY. 180 00:09:46,267 --> 00:09:47,533 Lupe: MOST OF THE FOOD I EAT NOW 181 00:09:47,533 --> 00:09:50,900 IS EITHER TAKE-OUT OR MICROWAVABLE FOODS. 182 00:09:50,900 --> 00:09:54,067 IT'S EASIER TO HAVE SOMEONE JUST BRING IT TO ME 183 00:09:54,067 --> 00:09:56,067 SO I WON'T HAVE TO COOK AND BE IN PAIN. 184 00:09:58,900 --> 00:10:03,000 WHEN LUPE CALLS ME, SOMETIMES I DON'T EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE 185 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:07,233 BECAUSE I KNOW THAT SHE'S GONNA WANT ME TO GO BUY HER FOOD. 186 00:10:07,233 --> 00:10:10,333 AND THAT IS HARD TO SAY NO SOMETIMES 187 00:10:10,333 --> 00:10:14,033 BECAUSE IT FEELS THAT SHE MIGHT THINK I MIGHT NOT LOVE HER. 188 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:18,600 Lupe: FOOD'S MY COMFORT. 189 00:10:18,600 --> 00:10:21,433 I EAT OUT OF BOREDOM, AND I'M AN EMOTIONAL EATER. 190 00:10:22,533 --> 00:10:23,733 HERE YOU GO. 191 00:10:23,733 --> 00:10:25,567 WHEN I EAT, I FEEL HAPPY. 192 00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:35,533 SOMETIMES I'LL ORDER ME AN EXTRA TACO AND PUT IT IN MY PURSE. 193 00:10:44,967 --> 00:10:46,967 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHANGE. 194 00:10:46,967 --> 00:10:48,300 [ CRYING ] 195 00:10:48,300 --> 00:10:49,767 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHANGE NOT FEELING FULL... 196 00:10:57,167 --> 00:11:01,333 AT NIGHT, I EAT LATE, AND I CRY, AND I PRAY. 197 00:11:14,533 --> 00:11:15,800 GILBERT. 198 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,067 GO AHEAD, TAKE THE REST OF IT. 199 00:11:17,067 --> 00:11:18,400 GO AHEAD. 200 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:19,800 Gilbert: I KNOW I'M NOT HELPING HER 201 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:21,500 WHEN I GIVE HER THE WRONG STUFF TO EAT, 202 00:11:21,500 --> 00:11:24,300 BUT I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ELSE THAN THAT. 203 00:11:24,300 --> 00:11:25,933 ** 204 00:11:28,067 --> 00:11:31,100 WE NEED SOMEONE TO INTERVENE AND HELP US AND TO HAVE A CHANGE, 205 00:11:31,100 --> 00:11:32,567 YOU KNOW, BECAUSE IF NOT, 206 00:11:32,567 --> 00:11:34,467 I DON'T SEE US -- I DON'T SEE IT MUCH LONGER, 207 00:11:34,467 --> 00:11:35,933 US BEING TOGETHER. 208 00:11:35,933 --> 00:11:37,167 THANK YOU. 209 00:11:38,733 --> 00:11:40,300 I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP. 210 00:11:40,300 --> 00:11:44,800 BUT...YOU CAN SAY IT'S CLOSER TO THE BREAKING POINT 211 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:47,533 OF EITHER HER PASSING AWAY OR ME LEAVING. 212 00:11:50,167 --> 00:11:53,067 Lupe: I KNOW, WITH EVERY BITE OF FOOD I TAKE RIGHT NOW, 213 00:11:53,067 --> 00:11:56,433 I'M RISKING LOSING GILBERT AND MY LIFE. 214 00:11:56,433 --> 00:11:59,167 BABE, I'M GONNA GET THE CLOTHES REAL QUICK AND BRING IT IN! 215 00:12:00,733 --> 00:12:03,467 I FEEL GUILTY. [ SNIFFLES ] 216 00:12:03,467 --> 00:12:05,467 I'M AWARE THAT I MAKE BAD CHOICES. 217 00:12:05,467 --> 00:12:08,067 [ SNIFFLES ] 218 00:12:08,067 --> 00:12:10,267 I'M KILLING MYSELF. 219 00:12:10,267 --> 00:12:12,200 [ BIRDS CHIRPING ] 220 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:17,500 AND I FEEL IT COMING. 221 00:12:17,500 --> 00:12:20,667 I FEEL IT COMING SOON. 222 00:12:20,667 --> 00:12:22,500 AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE. 223 00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:24,967 I WANT A NORMAL LIFE. I WANT TO GET HEALTHY. 224 00:12:24,967 --> 00:12:28,333 [ Crying ] I DON'T WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY. 225 00:12:29,733 --> 00:12:31,367 [ SIGHS ] 226 00:12:35,100 --> 00:12:37,267 [ WIND RUSHING ] 227 00:12:37,267 --> 00:12:40,200 ** 228 00:12:43,067 --> 00:12:47,067 Lupe: ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HAVE COME TO SAY GOODBYE FOR NOW 229 00:12:47,067 --> 00:12:49,567 BECAUSE GILBERT AND I FOUND A DOCTOR 230 00:12:49,567 --> 00:12:51,333 THAT WILL HELP ME LOSE THE WEIGHT. 231 00:12:51,333 --> 00:12:53,667 BUT HE'S IN HOUSTON, TEXAS. 232 00:12:53,667 --> 00:12:56,933 SO WE'RE MOVING THERE FOR A WHILE TO TRY TO GET HIS HELP. 233 00:12:56,933 --> 00:12:59,500 [ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ] 234 00:12:59,500 --> 00:13:02,467 I'M THANKFUL FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY, 235 00:13:02,467 --> 00:13:04,367 BUT I'M ALSO REALLY SCARED 236 00:13:04,367 --> 00:13:05,900 BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW 237 00:13:05,900 --> 00:13:08,600 IF THIS IS GONNA BE LAST TIME I EVER SEE MY FAMILY. 238 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:09,667 OH, MY GOD. 239 00:13:09,667 --> 00:13:12,300 WHO'S THAT? 240 00:13:12,300 --> 00:13:15,433 BUT MY NIECE MARICELA IS GONNA GO WITH US AND STAY WITH US 241 00:13:15,433 --> 00:13:17,667 UNTIL WE GET SETTLED IN. 242 00:13:17,667 --> 00:13:21,367 I'M VERY SCARED FOR HER, ESPECIALLY IT BEING SO FAR AWAY. 243 00:13:21,367 --> 00:13:23,067 BUT IF SHE DOESN'T GET HELP NOW, 244 00:13:23,067 --> 00:13:25,333 SHE'S PROBABLY NOT GONNA MAKE IT TOO MUCH LONGER. 245 00:13:25,333 --> 00:13:26,700 SHE'S THE ONLY ONE -- 246 00:13:26,700 --> 00:13:28,233 WHEN MY MOM PASSED AWAY, AND I THINK YOU TOOK IT. 247 00:13:28,233 --> 00:13:29,500 ONCE WE GET SETTLED, 248 00:13:29,500 --> 00:13:31,667 IT'S GONNA BE JUST ME AND GILBERT, 249 00:13:31,667 --> 00:13:35,233 SO THIS IS A BIG RISK FOR US, AND IT'S REALLY SCARY. 250 00:13:35,233 --> 00:13:37,800 WE WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY FOR COMING 251 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:40,633 FOR LUPE'S FAREWELL DINNER THAT WE'RE HAVING, 252 00:13:40,633 --> 00:13:41,800 THAT WE'RE CELEBRATING 253 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:45,600 THIS NEW JOURNEY THAT SHE'S GONNA TAKE IN LIFE. 254 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:48,767 WHY DON'T WE ALL BOW OUR HEADS AND ACKNOWLEDGE THE LORD? 255 00:13:48,767 --> 00:13:52,067 FOOD IS ALWAYS GONNA BE THERE. 256 00:13:52,067 --> 00:13:54,900 I KNOW I HAVE TO FIGURE HOW TO BE AROUND IT 257 00:13:54,900 --> 00:13:56,867 AND NOT EAT LIKE I ALWAYS DO. 258 00:13:56,867 --> 00:13:58,267 THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. AMEN. 259 00:13:58,267 --> 00:13:59,267 All: AMEN. 260 00:13:59,267 --> 00:14:00,433 LET'S EAT. 261 00:14:00,433 --> 00:14:03,167 YEAH. THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. 262 00:14:03,167 --> 00:14:04,800 FOOD IS HOW WE CELEBRATE. 263 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:06,967 IT'S HOW WE HAVE A GOOD TIME. 264 00:14:06,967 --> 00:14:09,567 IT'S HAPPINESS. 265 00:14:09,567 --> 00:14:13,500 BUT AT THE SAME TIME, IT'S KILLING ME. 266 00:14:13,500 --> 00:14:16,200 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX THAT. 267 00:14:17,433 --> 00:14:19,833 NOT A LOT. 268 00:14:19,833 --> 00:14:21,833 THAT'S FINE NOW. 269 00:14:21,833 --> 00:14:23,400 DID YOU MAKE SALSA? 270 00:14:24,600 --> 00:14:26,533 ONCE I CRAVE SOMETHING, 271 00:14:26,533 --> 00:14:29,233 I'M GONNA FIND A WAY TO GET IT AND EAT IT. 272 00:14:29,233 --> 00:14:31,667 AND I'M NOT GONNA STOP AT A LITTLE. 273 00:14:33,333 --> 00:14:36,067 BUT I'M HOPING THIS CHANGES MY LIFE, 274 00:14:36,067 --> 00:14:40,100 CHANGES ME, CHANGES MY MARRIAGE, CHANGES EVERYTHING. 275 00:14:42,300 --> 00:14:44,333 BUT I HAVEN'T LEFT MY HOME IN A YEAR, 276 00:14:44,333 --> 00:14:47,200 AND NOW I'M GONNA GO HALFWAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY. 277 00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:48,600 [ LAUGHTER ] 278 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:50,100 I WAS LIKE... 279 00:14:50,100 --> 00:14:53,933 I DON'T WANT TO GO AND HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOME AND MY FAMILY. 280 00:14:56,267 --> 00:14:58,700 IT'S SAD TO LEAVE THEM, BUT I KNOW IT'S FOR A GOOD CAUSE 281 00:14:58,700 --> 00:15:00,067 'CAUSE IF I DON'T, 282 00:15:00,067 --> 00:15:02,333 THEN I'M GONNA DIE HERE AND NOT SEE THEM AT ALL. 283 00:15:08,933 --> 00:15:10,700 I KNOW. 284 00:15:13,933 --> 00:15:16,900 IF I DON'T TAKE THIS CHANCE AND THE SACRIFICE 285 00:15:16,900 --> 00:15:18,933 AND LEAVE TO TEXAS, 286 00:15:18,933 --> 00:15:21,100 THEN I WON'T MAKE IT ANOTHER YEAR. 287 00:15:21,100 --> 00:15:24,133 ** 288 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:31,300 [ GRUNTING ] 289 00:15:31,300 --> 00:15:33,800 TODAY, WE'RE LEAVING FOR HOUSTON. 290 00:15:41,833 --> 00:15:45,200 I'M LEAVING EVERYTHING I KNOW TO SAVE MY LIFE. 291 00:15:51,067 --> 00:15:54,667 I'VE TRIED SO MANY OTHER THINGS, AND NOTHING'S WORKED. 292 00:15:55,767 --> 00:15:57,300 [ BREATHES SHARPLY ] 293 00:15:57,300 --> 00:15:58,600 THERE YOU GO. 294 00:15:58,600 --> 00:16:00,067 [ Voice breaking ] I'M NERVOUS, 295 00:16:00,067 --> 00:16:02,433 AND I KNOW I'M GONNA HAVE OBSTACLES AND STRUGGLES. 296 00:16:09,433 --> 00:16:10,900 [ GROANING ] 297 00:16:14,167 --> 00:16:16,533 [ SNIFFLES ] 298 00:16:16,533 --> 00:16:17,800 I CAN'T DO THIS. 299 00:16:17,800 --> 00:16:19,567 I GOT THIS. YOU JUST GOT TO DO IT. 300 00:16:19,567 --> 00:16:21,067 [ GRUNTING ] 301 00:16:21,067 --> 00:16:22,700 WAIT. 302 00:16:22,700 --> 00:16:24,133 [ GRUNTING ] 303 00:16:24,133 --> 00:16:27,167 ** 304 00:16:34,133 --> 00:16:37,233 I'M READY TO HOW I'M GONNA CHANGE. 305 00:16:37,233 --> 00:16:38,333 WAIT. 306 00:16:38,333 --> 00:16:39,567 CHANGE IS SCARY. 307 00:16:42,667 --> 00:16:43,533 YOU OKAY? 308 00:16:43,533 --> 00:16:44,667 YEAH. 309 00:16:44,667 --> 00:16:47,367 BUT I CAN'T CONTINUE LIVING THIS WAY. 310 00:16:53,633 --> 00:16:55,233 MARI, WE NEED TO STOP AND GET SOMETHING TO EAT 311 00:16:55,233 --> 00:16:56,567 WHENEVER YOU SEE SOMETHING. 312 00:17:03,867 --> 00:17:05,300 Gilbert: JUST GIVE ME A SHAKE OR SOMETHING. 313 00:17:05,300 --> 00:17:06,567 BUT YOU NEED TO EAT SOMETHING. 314 00:17:06,567 --> 00:17:08,267 I DON'T WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T. 315 00:17:08,267 --> 00:17:10,067 THANK YOU. 316 00:17:15,333 --> 00:17:18,200 WHEN I GET STRESSED... 317 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:20,800 I JUST HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO EAT 318 00:17:20,800 --> 00:17:22,933 AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE. 319 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:28,833 BUT I KNOW THESE HAVE TO BE MY LAST UNHEALTHY MEALS. 320 00:17:28,833 --> 00:17:33,067 ONCE I GET TO DR. NOW, I HAVE TO GIVE UP ALL THIS 321 00:17:33,067 --> 00:17:35,900 BECAUSE I'M READY TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE. 322 00:17:38,733 --> 00:17:40,100 [ SIGHS ] 323 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:43,533 BUT BEING IN THIS SMALL CAR IS SO PAINFUL. 324 00:17:43,533 --> 00:17:48,167 I CAN'T TAKE STOPS OR GET OUT AND DO WHAT MOST PEOPLE CAN DO. 325 00:17:56,467 --> 00:17:58,267 I HAD AN ACCIDENT. 326 00:17:58,267 --> 00:18:00,300 CAN YOU JUST HELP ME? 327 00:18:00,300 --> 00:18:01,700 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME DO RIGHT NOW? 328 00:18:04,767 --> 00:18:05,967 OKAY. 329 00:18:05,967 --> 00:18:07,300 IT'S WET. 330 00:18:09,933 --> 00:18:11,400 THANK YOU. 331 00:18:11,400 --> 00:18:12,633 YOU'RE WELCOME. 332 00:18:12,633 --> 00:18:13,800 OHH. 333 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:16,700 THIS IS JUST SO MISERABLE. 334 00:18:16,700 --> 00:18:17,833 BABE, WHAT DO YOU WANT? 335 00:18:17,833 --> 00:18:19,433 JUST GET ME WHATEVER. 336 00:18:19,433 --> 00:18:21,400 Maricela: CAN I GET TWO OF THE NUMBER 1's? 337 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,167 I LIKE HEALTHY FOODS. 338 00:18:23,167 --> 00:18:24,400 IT'S JUST... 339 00:18:26,267 --> 00:18:27,500 HERE. 340 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,233 MY BURGER. 341 00:18:32,967 --> 00:18:35,233 I'M JUST IN SO MUCH PAIN. 342 00:18:35,233 --> 00:18:37,500 WE NEED TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY. 343 00:18:40,500 --> 00:18:41,833 Maricela: CURBSIDE MESSENGER. 344 00:18:41,833 --> 00:18:43,067 I'LL BE ALL RIGHT. 345 00:18:43,067 --> 00:18:44,167 I GOT YOU. 346 00:18:44,167 --> 00:18:45,800 JUST RELAX FOR A SECOND. 347 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:48,433 [ GASPING ] 348 00:18:48,433 --> 00:18:50,100 I CAN'T. 349 00:18:50,100 --> 00:18:51,233 DO YOU WANT ME TO HELP YOU? TíA... 350 00:18:52,767 --> 00:18:53,833 YEAH. 351 00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,300 I CAN'T STAY IN THE CAR NO MORE. 352 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:56,867 DO YOU WANT ME TO OPEN THIS TO GRAB ON? 353 00:18:56,867 --> 00:19:00,100 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 354 00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:03,133 ** 355 00:19:05,900 --> 00:19:07,967 WAIT, DON'T -- I GOT EVERYTHING. 356 00:19:07,967 --> 00:19:09,400 I GOT TO TURN. 357 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:10,800 OKAY. 358 00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:12,067 THE CHAIR, JUNIOR. 359 00:19:12,067 --> 00:19:13,600 I KNOW. I GOT TO FIX THIS. 360 00:19:13,600 --> 00:19:15,200 -GOD. -CALM DOWN. 361 00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:17,233 PUT THE CHAIR! 362 00:19:20,167 --> 00:19:21,600 [ SNIFFLES ] 363 00:19:23,267 --> 00:19:25,233 [ GROANS ] 364 00:19:25,233 --> 00:19:27,433 WHENEVER YOU'RE READY, LOVE. 365 00:19:27,433 --> 00:19:29,067 RIGHT HERE. 366 00:19:29,067 --> 00:19:30,200 I GOT YOUR BACK. 367 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:32,067 I'M JUST SITTING HERE TO TAKE ME A BREAK. 368 00:19:32,067 --> 00:19:33,400 OHH. 369 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:38,167 Lupe: WE'RE ONLY A THIRD OF THE WAY THERE, 370 00:19:38,167 --> 00:19:43,500 AND I'M NOT SURE I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO MAKE IT TO HOUSTON. 371 00:19:43,500 --> 00:19:45,633 THE CHAIR DON'T FIT THROUGH HERE? 372 00:19:45,633 --> 00:19:47,900 BUT IF IT ROLLS LEFT, RIGHT, THEN TURN... 373 00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:50,067 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 374 00:19:50,067 --> 00:19:51,500 WATCH THE BAG THERE. 375 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:52,867 GOT IT. 376 00:19:55,733 --> 00:19:59,767 Lupe: I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE GOTTEN MYSELF INTO. 377 00:20:01,967 --> 00:20:04,033 TWO. 378 00:20:04,033 --> 00:20:05,400 OKAY. 379 00:20:08,867 --> 00:20:10,367 [ GRUNTS ] 380 00:20:11,067 --> 00:20:13,933 I'M JUST PRAYING I MAKE IT THROUGH THIS DAY. 381 00:20:13,933 --> 00:20:15,600 OKAY, GO SLOW. 382 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:16,700 I GOT IT. 383 00:20:16,700 --> 00:20:20,167 I'VE NEVER FELT PAIN THIS BAD. 384 00:20:23,967 --> 00:20:25,567 GONNA STOP AND GET SOME BREAKFAST 385 00:20:25,567 --> 00:20:26,700 AND THEN GET ON THE ROAD. 386 00:20:26,700 --> 00:20:28,233 OH, THAT'S PERFECT. 387 00:20:28,233 --> 00:20:31,000 HEY. LOOK AT THIS. 388 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:34,400 I JUST HAVE TO EAT SOMETHING THAT TASTES GOOD... 389 00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:37,333 BECAUSE MY LEGS ARE SO SWOLLEN. 390 00:20:37,333 --> 00:20:40,033 I'VE NEVER FELT THEM HURT LIKE THIS. 391 00:20:40,033 --> 00:20:42,200 OKAY? SO IT'S ALL GOOD. 392 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:44,500 [ SIGHS ] 393 00:20:44,500 --> 00:20:46,433 [ GROANING ] 394 00:20:53,200 --> 00:20:55,733 OH, MY LEG. 395 00:20:55,733 --> 00:20:56,933 [ GROANING ] 396 00:20:56,933 --> 00:20:59,567 OHH! 397 00:20:59,567 --> 00:21:01,200 MY LEG'S GOING NUMB. 398 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:03,900 [ GROANS ] 399 00:21:03,900 --> 00:21:05,067 AY! 400 00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,767 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 401 00:21:09,767 --> 00:21:11,100 AND THE RAGS ARE WET. 402 00:21:11,100 --> 00:21:12,967 HUH? THE RAGS ARE WET, TOO? 403 00:21:12,967 --> 00:21:14,333 YEAH. OH, OHH! 404 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:17,567 WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH THIS? 405 00:21:17,567 --> 00:21:19,267 THROW IT. [BLEEP] 406 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:21,833 GOD. 407 00:21:21,833 --> 00:21:23,600 Gilbert: YEAH, SO, I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW. 408 00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:25,967 I'M SITTING THERE IN THE BACK SEAT OF THE CAR, 409 00:21:25,967 --> 00:21:28,967 AND SHE'S MAKING ALL THESE MOANING AND GROANING SOUNDS. 410 00:21:28,967 --> 00:21:30,900 MENTALLY, IT'S JUST TIRING. 411 00:21:30,900 --> 00:21:32,300 I'M FEELING IT, TOO, PHYSICALLY, 412 00:21:32,300 --> 00:21:35,067 BUT, MAN, MENTALLY, IT'S JUST A LOT TO TAKE IN. 413 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:37,667 Lupe: GO. GO! 414 00:21:37,667 --> 00:21:38,700 ONE, TWO. 415 00:21:38,700 --> 00:21:40,667 -OH! OHH! -YOU GOT IT? 416 00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:43,700 ** 417 00:21:52,733 --> 00:21:55,600 [ GRUNTING LIGHTLY ] 418 00:21:55,600 --> 00:21:58,367 I FEEL LIKE I'M AT MY LIMIT. 419 00:21:58,367 --> 00:22:02,733 BUT WE'RE ALMOST THERE, SO I'M TRYING TO PUSH MYSELF 420 00:22:02,733 --> 00:22:05,300 FOR THIS ONE LAST LEG OF THE TRIP. 421 00:22:05,300 --> 00:22:07,167 ** 422 00:22:08,833 --> 00:22:10,733 [ GRUNTS ] 423 00:22:10,733 --> 00:22:12,267 [ GROANING ] 424 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,067 WHAT'S WRONG? 425 00:22:17,067 --> 00:22:18,733 I'M IN PAIN. MY LEGS HURT. 426 00:22:22,133 --> 00:22:23,900 MY LEG FEELS WEIRD. 427 00:22:27,133 --> 00:22:28,500 [ GRUNTS ] 428 00:22:28,500 --> 00:22:29,967 Gilbert: YOU'RE GETTING ME KIND OF WORRIED, LOVE. 429 00:22:29,967 --> 00:22:31,767 [ GRUNTING LIGHTLY ] 430 00:22:33,233 --> 00:22:35,833 HELLO, IS THIS DR. NOW? 431 00:22:35,833 --> 00:22:36,967 DR. NOWZARADAN: Yes, this is Dr. Nowzaradan. 432 00:22:36,967 --> 00:22:38,433 I'M CALLING FOR MY WIFE, LUPE. 433 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:42,567 AND I THINK SHE MIGHT HAVE A BLOOD CLOT IN HER LEG, MAYBE. 434 00:22:43,933 --> 00:22:45,167 YEAH. 435 00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:49,567 OKAY. 436 00:22:49,567 --> 00:22:51,100 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 437 00:22:52,100 --> 00:22:53,500 Gilbert: I CAN'T STAND SEEING HER LIKE THIS. 438 00:22:53,500 --> 00:22:54,967 IT'S KIND OF SCARING ME RIGHT NOW 439 00:22:54,967 --> 00:22:57,300 'CAUSE I LOVE MY WIFE, AND I DON'T WANT HER TO DIE ON ME. 440 00:22:57,300 --> 00:22:58,633 OHH! 441 00:23:00,933 --> 00:23:02,233 HOW MUCH LONGER? 442 00:23:02,233 --> 00:23:03,367 Maricela: 10 MINUTES. 443 00:23:03,367 --> 00:23:04,600 10 MINUTES? 444 00:23:06,967 --> 00:23:09,633 LUPE SHOULD BE ARRIVING ANY MINUTE NOW. 445 00:23:09,633 --> 00:23:11,333 FROM WHAT THEY TOLD ME, 446 00:23:11,333 --> 00:23:13,967 SHE'S BEEN IN A SMALL CAR FOR THREE DAYS. 447 00:23:13,967 --> 00:23:17,133 AND THAT'S A LONG TIME FOR SOMEBODY HER SIZE 448 00:23:17,133 --> 00:23:19,067 TO HAVE THAT MUCH STRESS ON HER BODY. 449 00:23:19,067 --> 00:23:21,400 OHH. [ GROANING ] 450 00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:24,100 SHE MAY HAVE DEVELOPED A SERIOUS MEDICAL CONDITION 451 00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:26,700 THAT WE NEED TO ADDRESS IMMEDIATELY. 452 00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:28,367 [ GROANS ] 453 00:23:29,800 --> 00:23:31,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: HI, LUPE. 454 00:23:31,067 --> 00:23:32,633 WE'RE GONNA GET YOU INSIDE RIGHT NOW, 455 00:23:32,633 --> 00:23:35,500 AND WE'RE GONNA GET YOU TAKEN CARE OF. 456 00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:37,700 Gilbert: ALL RIGHT, LET'S DO IT. 457 00:23:37,700 --> 00:23:39,833 [ GROANING ] 458 00:23:39,833 --> 00:23:41,367 Dr. Nowzaradan: IF IT IS SOMETHING 459 00:23:41,367 --> 00:23:43,833 LIKE A BLOOD CLOT IN HER LEG, 460 00:23:43,833 --> 00:23:47,233 SHE COULD BE MOMENTS AWAY FROM A LIFE-THREATENING EVENT 461 00:23:47,233 --> 00:23:48,800 LIKE PULMONARY EMBOLISM. 462 00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,567 SO WE'RE GOING TO TRY TO DETERMINE 463 00:23:50,567 --> 00:23:52,700 WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HER. 464 00:23:52,700 --> 00:23:56,233 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 465 00:23:56,233 --> 00:24:00,867 IT'S CLEAR THAT LUPE IS IN VERY BAD STATE. 466 00:24:00,867 --> 00:24:02,200 SHE'S SHORT OF BREATH. 467 00:24:02,200 --> 00:24:04,067 SHE CANNOT WALK. SHE CANNOT STAND. 468 00:24:04,067 --> 00:24:06,300 SHE CANNOT MOVE. SHE CANNOT BREATHE. 469 00:24:06,300 --> 00:24:08,700 BUT AT HER WEIGHT, ANY NUMBER OF THINGS 470 00:24:08,700 --> 00:24:11,867 COULD BE CREATING A SERIOUS MEDICAL ISSUE FOR HER. 471 00:24:11,867 --> 00:24:15,500 AND IF WE DON'T FIND IT FAST, IT MAY BE TOO LATE TO SAVE HER. 472 00:24:15,500 --> 00:24:16,900 [ GRUNTS ] 473 00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:22,933 ** 474 00:24:24,700 --> 00:24:27,133 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE ARRIVED HERE AT THE HOSPITAL 475 00:24:27,133 --> 00:24:28,767 IN A LOT OF PAIN. 476 00:24:28,767 --> 00:24:30,667 SHE WAS HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING, 477 00:24:30,667 --> 00:24:34,633 SO WE STARTED RUNNING TESTS ON HER IMMEDIATELY. 478 00:24:34,633 --> 00:24:37,567 WE HAVE RULED OUT BLOOD CLOTS. 479 00:24:37,567 --> 00:24:39,133 BUT HER HEART IS IN FAILURE, 480 00:24:39,133 --> 00:24:43,600 AND IT'S ONLY FUNCTIONING ABOUT 35% CAPACITY RIGHT NOW. 481 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:44,900 Lupe: OH, MY FEET. 482 00:24:44,900 --> 00:24:46,333 SHE'S LUCKY BECAUSE, 483 00:24:46,333 --> 00:24:49,300 IF HER CAR RIDE WAS TWO TO THREE HOURS LONGER, 484 00:24:49,300 --> 00:24:51,200 SHE WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED. 485 00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,800 HER HEART IS LITERALLY BEING SMOTHERED 486 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:55,667 UNDER THE WEIGHT OF HER BODY. 487 00:24:55,667 --> 00:24:58,200 WHAT SEEMS TO BE YOUR BIGGEST CHALLENGE 488 00:24:58,200 --> 00:24:59,400 WITH YOUR EATING HABITS? 489 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:01,800 I'M AN EMOTIONAL EATER. I GET BAD ANXIETY. 490 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:02,867 MM-HMM. 491 00:25:02,867 --> 00:25:05,767 AND THEN I'LL EAT FOOD UNTIL I GET SICK. 492 00:25:05,767 --> 00:25:07,233 WHO BRINGS YOU THE FOOD? 493 00:25:07,233 --> 00:25:09,167 MY HUSBAND AND MY FAMILY. 494 00:25:09,167 --> 00:25:11,633 THEY DON'T REALIZE THAT THEY ARE KILLING YOU? 495 00:25:11,633 --> 00:25:12,800 NO. 496 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:14,067 NO? 497 00:25:14,067 --> 00:25:16,167 I THINK THEY DO, BUT THEY DO IT 'CAUSE THEY LOVE ME. 498 00:25:16,167 --> 00:25:17,467 OKAY. 499 00:25:17,467 --> 00:25:20,167 ALL RIGHT, LET'S SEE IF WE CAN GET YOU IN BED. 500 00:25:20,167 --> 00:25:24,067 WE GOT A VERY PATHOLOGICAL SITUATION HERE. 501 00:25:24,067 --> 00:25:26,200 SHE'S BEEN KILLING HERSELF, 502 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:30,133 AND HER HUSBAND HAS BEEN HELPING HER TO DO THAT. 503 00:25:30,133 --> 00:25:31,567 AT HER SIZE, 504 00:25:31,567 --> 00:25:35,100 SHE'S BEEN CONSUMING AT LEAST 20,000 TO 30,000 CALORIES A DAY. 505 00:25:35,100 --> 00:25:36,433 I'M GONNA PUSH A LITTLE BIT. 506 00:25:36,433 --> 00:25:39,733 SO WE NEED TO GET HER HEALTH UNDER CONTROL IMMEDIATELY 507 00:25:39,733 --> 00:25:42,167 AND TURN THE SITUATION AROUND WITH HER HUSBAND. 508 00:25:42,167 --> 00:25:43,600 WAIT, WAIT, WAIT. I KNOW. 509 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:45,733 TAKE YOUR TIME. OKAY. 510 00:25:48,067 --> 00:25:50,933 [ Crying ] BECAUSE...WE'RE REALLY CLOSE TO HER, YOU KNOW? 511 00:25:50,933 --> 00:25:52,833 [ SNIFFLES ] 512 00:25:52,833 --> 00:25:55,800 BUT I DON'T BELIEVE THAT SHE WOULD HAVE LASTED MUCH LONGER 513 00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:59,200 IF SHE WAS STILL THERE, JUST LAYING IN THE BED. 514 00:26:00,300 --> 00:26:02,867 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE IS IN VERY BAD SHAPE. 515 00:26:02,867 --> 00:26:06,667 SO I DON'T WANT TO PUSH HER TO DO ANYTHING MORE BUT REST. 516 00:26:06,667 --> 00:26:10,100 AND WE'LL WEIGH HER AND RUN MORE TESTS TOMORROW. 517 00:26:10,100 --> 00:26:14,467 THIS MOMENT NEEDS TO BE A WAKE-UP CALL FOR LUPE. 518 00:26:14,467 --> 00:26:16,133 [ GRUNTS ] OKAY. 519 00:26:16,133 --> 00:26:18,400 THIS IS A NEW BEGINNING FOR YOU, 520 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,700 AND YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO MAKE SOME CHANGES, OKAY? 521 00:26:20,700 --> 00:26:21,900 OKAY. 522 00:26:21,900 --> 00:26:24,967 OR YOU AREN'T EVEN GONNA SURVIVE NEXT MONTH. 523 00:26:24,967 --> 00:26:28,467 GET SOME REST, AND I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW. 524 00:26:28,467 --> 00:26:29,900 THANK YOU. 525 00:26:29,900 --> 00:26:32,467 SHE'S SO CLOSE TO DEATH RIGHT NOW 526 00:26:32,467 --> 00:26:36,700 THAT IT'S UNCERTAIN THAT SHE WILL EVEN FULLY RECOVER. 527 00:26:36,700 --> 00:26:40,500 BUT WE WILL DO EVERYTHING WE CAN TO PULL HER THROUGH THIS. 528 00:26:40,500 --> 00:26:42,400 ** 529 00:26:44,833 --> 00:26:46,800 MORNING. MORNING. 530 00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:49,967 HOW YOU FEEL THIS MORNING? FEELING BETTER? 531 00:26:49,967 --> 00:26:52,533 WE FINISHED RUNNING TESTS ON LUPE, 532 00:26:52,533 --> 00:26:54,600 AND NOW THAT SHE'S RESTED, 533 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:56,967 WE'RE GOING TO GET HER UP AND GET HER WEIGHED 534 00:26:56,967 --> 00:26:59,667 TO SEE WHERE WE ARE STARTING FROM. 535 00:26:59,667 --> 00:27:02,467 [ GROANS ] I GOT TO GO FORWARD. 536 00:27:02,467 --> 00:27:03,867 Dr. Nowzaradan: GIVE HER A MINUTE. 537 00:27:03,867 --> 00:27:05,700 [ GROANING ] 538 00:27:08,767 --> 00:27:09,833 YEAH. 539 00:27:11,067 --> 00:27:13,067 642 POUNDS. 540 00:27:13,067 --> 00:27:14,267 YOU SURE THAT'S RIGHT? 541 00:27:14,267 --> 00:27:15,400 YEAH. 542 00:27:16,367 --> 00:27:19,833 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE IS 5'5" TALL. 543 00:27:19,833 --> 00:27:21,167 FOR HER SIZE, 544 00:27:21,167 --> 00:27:24,067 THAT IS THE SAME AMOUNT OF STRAIN AND WEIGHT ON THE BODY 545 00:27:24,067 --> 00:27:28,267 AS 800 POUNDS WOULD BE FOR SOMEONE 6 FEET TALL. 546 00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:31,800 SHE'S IN VERY BAD SHAPE. 547 00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:35,767 WE NEED TO GET HER WEIGHT TO START DROPPING DOWN IMMEDIATELY 548 00:27:35,767 --> 00:27:38,500 SO WE CAN GET GIVE HER HEART A CHANCE TO RECOVER. 549 00:27:38,500 --> 00:27:40,633 NOW, EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE OVERWEIGHT, 550 00:27:40,633 --> 00:27:42,433 YOUR NUTRITION IS VERY POOR. 551 00:27:42,433 --> 00:27:44,367 SO YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND 552 00:27:44,367 --> 00:27:46,933 THAT YOU NEED TO EAT A HIGH-PROTEIN DIET. 553 00:27:46,933 --> 00:27:48,133 OKAY. OKAY. 554 00:27:48,133 --> 00:27:51,467 AND WE'RE PUT YOU ON A 1,000-CALORIE-A-DAY DIET. 555 00:27:51,467 --> 00:27:53,900 AND YOU'RE GONNA ELIMINATE THE CARBOHYDRATE. 556 00:27:53,900 --> 00:27:56,500 WE'RE GONNA GIVE YOU SOME WRITTEN INSTRUCTION 557 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,300 AND CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT. 558 00:27:58,300 --> 00:28:00,067 THIS IS NOT A GAME. 559 00:28:00,067 --> 00:28:03,500 ONE SMALL THING CAN PUSH YOU OVER THE EDGE RIGHT NOW, 560 00:28:03,500 --> 00:28:05,500 AND YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO MAKE IT. 561 00:28:05,500 --> 00:28:08,067 IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE SITUATION, 562 00:28:08,067 --> 00:28:10,567 THE WHOLE FAMILY IS GOING TO HAVE TO COOPERATE. 563 00:28:10,567 --> 00:28:11,900 DO YOU UNDERSTAND? 564 00:28:11,900 --> 00:28:13,167 IT'S HARD EATING HEALTHY, 565 00:28:13,167 --> 00:28:15,567 BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO DO IT WITH HER. 566 00:28:15,567 --> 00:28:17,067 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EAT HEALTHY. 567 00:28:17,067 --> 00:28:19,100 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE HEALTHY. 568 00:28:19,100 --> 00:28:22,333 SO THIS IS SOMETHING I GOT TO LEARN HOW TO COOK. 569 00:28:22,333 --> 00:28:23,933 I KNOW IT'S NOT GONNA BE EASY, 570 00:28:23,933 --> 00:28:25,333 BUT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO THAT 571 00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:28,333 TO GET TO THE POINT THAT WE CAN DO YOUR SURGERY, OKAY? 572 00:28:28,333 --> 00:28:29,400 Lupe: OKAY. 573 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,233 ALL RIGHT. 574 00:28:31,233 --> 00:28:32,867 I'LL SEE YOU LATER, OKAY? 575 00:28:34,067 --> 00:28:36,400 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE IS IN DESPERATE NEED 576 00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:37,767 FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 577 00:28:37,767 --> 00:28:39,400 BUT WE HAVE TO WORK 578 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,367 TO GET HER TO A PLACE THAT SHE'S READY FOR IT. 579 00:28:42,367 --> 00:28:45,467 SHE'S HAD A LIFETIME OF ABUSE ON HER BODY, 580 00:28:45,467 --> 00:28:48,967 AND RIGHT NOW, SHE WOULDN'T EVEN SURVIVE THE SURGERY. 581 00:28:50,267 --> 00:28:52,433 IT'S OKAY, MY LOVE. 582 00:28:52,433 --> 00:28:54,300 IT'S OKAY. 583 00:28:54,300 --> 00:28:56,833 ** 584 00:28:58,167 --> 00:28:59,467 YOU READY FOR US? 585 00:28:59,467 --> 00:29:00,667 YEAH. 586 00:29:02,333 --> 00:29:06,967 Lupe: I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A COUPLE WEEKS NOW. 587 00:29:06,967 --> 00:29:11,067 AND I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THE NEW DIET THE DOCTOR HAS ME ON. 588 00:29:14,500 --> 00:29:18,067 BUT THE FOOD PORTIONS ARE REALLY SMALL, 589 00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:21,667 AND I FEEL LIKE I'M STARVING ALL THE TIME. 590 00:29:24,567 --> 00:29:26,933 I HATE THE FEELING WHEN I'M HUNGRY. 591 00:29:26,933 --> 00:29:30,300 IT'S LIKE ALL THIS EMOTION THAT'S PUSHED SO FAR DOWN 592 00:29:30,300 --> 00:29:32,333 STARTS TO COME BACK UP, 593 00:29:32,333 --> 00:29:34,933 AND I WANT TO RUN TO FOOD. 594 00:29:42,233 --> 00:29:45,867 IT'S AN ADDICTION, AND... 595 00:29:45,867 --> 00:29:48,800 [ SNIFFLING ] 596 00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:51,067 ...I'M READY TO FIGHT THIS ADDICTION. 597 00:29:51,067 --> 00:29:53,067 ** 598 00:30:02,433 --> 00:30:05,333 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE HAS DONE WELL OVER THE LAST MONTH, 599 00:30:05,333 --> 00:30:09,567 AND WE HAVE HER HEART AND WHOLE BODY IN MUCH HEALTHIER PLACE. 600 00:30:11,700 --> 00:30:14,233 HELLO. HOW YOU ALL DOING? 601 00:30:14,233 --> 00:30:15,300 GOOD, GOOD. 602 00:30:15,300 --> 00:30:17,233 YOU FEELING OKAY TODAY? YEAH, BETTER. 603 00:30:17,233 --> 00:30:18,467 ALL RIGHT. 604 00:30:18,467 --> 00:30:21,000 LET'S CHECK YOUR WEIGHT AND SEE WHERE YOU'RE AT. 605 00:30:23,900 --> 00:30:25,300 [ BEEPS ] 606 00:30:26,067 --> 00:30:30,067 YOU'RE 573 POUNDS. THAT'S GOOD. 607 00:30:30,067 --> 00:30:34,033 WE HAVE WORKED TO GIVE HER THE TOOLS TO START TO DO THIS. 608 00:30:34,033 --> 00:30:36,033 SO WE ARE SENDING HER HOME 609 00:30:36,033 --> 00:30:37,967 TO TRY AND MAKE PROGRESS ON HER OWN. 610 00:30:37,967 --> 00:30:39,833 I'M GONNA SEND YOU HOME TODAY, 611 00:30:39,833 --> 00:30:42,900 AND WE'RE GONNA KEEP YOU ON THIS HIGH-PROTEIN DIET 612 00:30:42,900 --> 00:30:44,867 WITH 1,000 CALORIE. OKAY. 613 00:30:44,867 --> 00:30:46,400 IT'S GONNA BE IMPORTANT FOR YOU, OKAY? 614 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:47,500 OKAY. 615 00:30:47,500 --> 00:30:49,200 I WANT YOU TO LOSE ANOTHER 50 POUNDS 616 00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:50,467 OVER THE NEXT MONTH, OKAY? 617 00:30:50,467 --> 00:30:51,800 OKAY. 618 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:53,367 THIS WON'T BE EASY FOR HER, 619 00:30:53,367 --> 00:30:57,233 BUT I WANT HER TO SHOW ME SHE AND HER HUSBAND ARE READY 620 00:30:57,233 --> 00:30:59,367 FOR HER TO HAVE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 621 00:30:59,367 --> 00:31:00,433 OKAY. ALL RIGHT. 622 00:31:00,433 --> 00:31:01,667 IF SHE'S DOESN'T, 623 00:31:01,667 --> 00:31:03,933 SURGERY WILL BE POINTLESS IN THE LONG TERM, 624 00:31:03,933 --> 00:31:06,133 AND WE WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP HER. 625 00:31:07,933 --> 00:31:09,267 [ GROANS LIGHTLY ] 626 00:31:09,267 --> 00:31:12,367 Lupe: I'M GLAD [Chuckling] TO FINALLY BE GOING HOME. 627 00:31:12,367 --> 00:31:13,567 HOLD THE WALKER. READY? 628 00:31:13,567 --> 00:31:15,067 GOT IT. 629 00:31:15,067 --> 00:31:16,467 [ GRUNTS ] 630 00:31:16,467 --> 00:31:19,067 I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M DYING ANYMORE. 631 00:31:19,067 --> 00:31:20,067 OH, OH! 632 00:31:20,067 --> 00:31:22,067 OH, I'M GONNA SLIP! [BLEEP] 633 00:31:22,067 --> 00:31:23,700 USE YOUR ARMS. TRY TO GRAB ON. USE YOUR ARMS. 634 00:31:23,700 --> 00:31:25,600 [ GROANING ] 635 00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,367 BUT MY BODY IS STILL IN A LOT OF PAIN. 636 00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:36,200 I HAVE A LOT OF PAIN IN MY SIDE RIGHT NOW, 637 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:37,267 AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 638 00:31:37,267 --> 00:31:38,733 GO! GO! ONE, TWO. 639 00:31:38,733 --> 00:31:41,367 OHH! OKAY. 640 00:31:41,367 --> 00:31:44,400 I THINK I HURT MYSELF ON THE WHEELCHAIR. 641 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:46,067 I'M BLEEDING DOWN THERE. 642 00:31:47,233 --> 00:31:49,600 MY PRIVATE. 643 00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:56,833 CLOSE THE BACK DOOR AND PUT THE SEAT BACK. 644 00:31:56,833 --> 00:31:57,967 [ BREATHING SHARPLY ] 645 00:31:57,967 --> 00:31:59,400 Gilbert: THERE YOU GO. 646 00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:02,200 I'M SCARED RIGHT NOW THAT I HURT MYSELF BAD. 647 00:32:04,300 --> 00:32:06,833 ** 648 00:32:08,067 --> 00:32:10,067 [ GRUNTS ] 649 00:32:13,667 --> 00:32:14,900 THE BED OKAY? 650 00:32:14,900 --> 00:32:16,533 SO, SIT. SIT DOWN. I GOT IT. 651 00:32:16,533 --> 00:32:18,067 Greg: YOU'RE GOOD. 652 00:32:18,067 --> 00:32:20,633 GO. 653 00:32:24,067 --> 00:32:26,267 AND I'M BLEEDING ALL OVER THE PLACE. 654 00:32:26,267 --> 00:32:29,067 HUMILIATING BLEEDING ALL OVER THE FLOOR. 655 00:32:34,733 --> 00:32:36,400 AND I KNOW I CAN'T. 656 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:37,667 I CAN'T. 657 00:32:37,667 --> 00:32:39,633 [ SNIFFLES, SIGHS ] 658 00:32:39,633 --> 00:32:41,733 I GOT TO BE STRONG. 659 00:32:46,467 --> 00:32:49,433 ** 660 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:55,833 Lupe: IT WAS SCARY LEAVING THE HOSPITAL. 661 00:32:55,833 --> 00:32:57,300 I THOUGHT I HURT MYSELF, 662 00:32:57,300 --> 00:32:59,533 BUT IT WASN'T ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 663 00:33:02,100 --> 00:33:03,933 I HAD GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT, 664 00:33:03,933 --> 00:33:06,600 MY MENSTRUAL CYCLE STOPPED YEARS AGO. 665 00:33:07,867 --> 00:33:11,667 WELL, WITH ALL MY WEIGHT LOSS, I STARTED MENSTRUATING AGAIN. 666 00:33:11,667 --> 00:33:15,800 AND I'M JUST GLAD NOTHING WAS SERIOUSLY WRONG. 667 00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:19,067 NOW GILBERT AND I HAVE BEEN IN THE HOTEL HERE 668 00:33:19,067 --> 00:33:21,367 FOR THE PAST MONTH. 669 00:33:21,367 --> 00:33:24,700 IT'S BEEN HARD, BUT TODAY IS MY 40th BIRTHDAY. 670 00:33:24,700 --> 00:33:26,167 YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, LOVE. 671 00:33:26,167 --> 00:33:28,900 LOOKING ALL NICE TODAY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY. 672 00:33:28,900 --> 00:33:32,900 GILBERT'S FAMILY ARE HAVING A BIRTHDAY DINNER FOR ME. 673 00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:35,733 AND I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT 674 00:33:35,733 --> 00:33:39,200 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN GETTING A LITTLE BIT DOWN. 675 00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:42,267 SO I'M HOPING THIS WOULD HELP MOTIVATE ME A LITTLE. 676 00:33:42,267 --> 00:33:44,733 ** 677 00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:47,800 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 678 00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:49,067 HEY. 679 00:33:49,067 --> 00:33:50,700 -WHAT'S GOING ON? -HEY, GUYS. 680 00:33:50,700 --> 00:33:52,100 HEY, WHAT'S GOING ON? 681 00:33:52,100 --> 00:33:54,067 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LUPITA. YOU'RE THE BIRTHDAY GIRL TODAY. 682 00:33:54,067 --> 00:33:56,067 -HAPPY BIRTHDAY. -HAPPY BIRTHDAY. 683 00:33:56,067 --> 00:33:59,067 Lupe: I KNOW, FOR THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME, 684 00:33:59,067 --> 00:34:01,300 I NEED TO GET MY EATING UNDER CONTROL. 685 00:34:01,300 --> 00:34:02,367 THANK YOU. 686 00:34:02,367 --> 00:34:03,900 NOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DRINK? 687 00:34:03,900 --> 00:34:04,933 I'LL HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF SODA. 688 00:34:04,933 --> 00:34:06,433 Man: DO YOU WANT ANOTHER ONE? 689 00:34:06,433 --> 00:34:08,633 THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS IN LIFE. 690 00:34:08,633 --> 00:34:09,900 ALL RIGHT. 691 00:34:09,900 --> 00:34:11,367 SOMEBODY SHOULD SING "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" HERE. 692 00:34:11,367 --> 00:34:13,067 ONE, TWO, THREE. All: * HAPPY BIRTHDAY... * 693 00:34:13,067 --> 00:34:15,167 Lupe: THERE ARE DAYS YOU JUST HAVE TO ENJOY LIFE 694 00:34:15,167 --> 00:34:16,733 AND CELEBRATE. 695 00:34:16,733 --> 00:34:18,767 SO I'M JUST GONNA ENJOY TODAY. 696 00:34:18,767 --> 00:34:20,067 [ LAUGHTER ] 697 00:34:20,067 --> 00:34:21,533 IT DOES COUNT. 698 00:34:21,533 --> 00:34:22,567 I LIKE HOW YOU GUYS DID IT ON KEY, LIKE... 699 00:34:22,567 --> 00:34:23,933 [ LAUGHTER ] 700 00:34:23,933 --> 00:34:27,267 I HAVE MY NEXT APPOINTMENT WITH THE DOCTOR IN A MONTH. 701 00:34:27,267 --> 00:34:30,533 AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN HIT MY GOAL BY THEN. 702 00:34:30,533 --> 00:34:33,267 SO I'M GONNA KEEP TRYING. 703 00:34:33,267 --> 00:34:36,900 I HAVE TO GET THIS SURGERY BECAUSE, EVENTUALLY, 704 00:34:36,900 --> 00:34:40,267 I KNOW I'M GONNA START GIVING IN TO MY CRAVINGS EVERY DAY. 705 00:34:40,267 --> 00:34:41,733 ALL RIGHT, GUYS. 706 00:34:41,733 --> 00:34:43,167 Woman: BYE, LUPE. 707 00:34:46,067 --> 00:34:49,067 ** 708 00:34:52,733 --> 00:34:56,133 Lupe: NOW THAT THE DAY IS HERE TO SEE THE DOCTOR AGAIN, 709 00:34:56,133 --> 00:34:58,633 I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS. 710 00:34:58,633 --> 00:35:02,133 HE WANTED ME TO LOSE 50 POUNDS THIS PAST MONTH. 711 00:35:02,133 --> 00:35:04,167 I'M JUST HOPING I'VE DONE IT 712 00:35:04,167 --> 00:35:05,667 OR THAT I'M AT LEAST CLOSE ENOUGH 713 00:35:05,667 --> 00:35:07,867 FOR HIM TO APPROVE ME FOR SURGERY. 714 00:35:10,100 --> 00:35:11,700 NO, I DIDN'T CHECK IT. 715 00:35:14,067 --> 00:35:16,200 I'LL JUST WALK RIGHT THERE. 716 00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:19,067 ONE OF THE REASONS I HATE BEING OUT IN PUBLIC 717 00:35:19,067 --> 00:35:21,467 IS THAT I CAN NEVER USE THE RESTROOM ANYWHERE. 718 00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:27,633 WANT TO TRY IT? 719 00:35:27,633 --> 00:35:29,367 IT'S A BEEN A LONG TIME 720 00:35:29,367 --> 00:35:32,067 SINCE I EVEN TRIED TO USE A RESTROOM 721 00:35:32,067 --> 00:35:33,967 BECAUSE I JUST DON'T FIT. 722 00:35:37,267 --> 00:35:39,200 HELP ME. HELP ME. 723 00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:41,167 -THERE YOU GO. -OHH! 724 00:35:41,167 --> 00:35:42,633 [ GRUNTS ] 725 00:35:42,633 --> 00:35:45,233 ONE, TWO, THREE. 726 00:35:45,233 --> 00:35:47,067 NO. YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME FALL. 727 00:35:47,067 --> 00:35:48,067 READY. 728 00:35:48,067 --> 00:35:49,133 ON THREE. WHOA! 729 00:35:49,133 --> 00:35:50,367 WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. 730 00:35:51,667 --> 00:35:52,667 [ CRYING ] 731 00:35:52,667 --> 00:35:53,667 BABE, YOU'RE OVERTHINKING IT. 732 00:35:53,667 --> 00:35:54,767 IT'S BROKEN! 733 00:35:56,767 --> 00:35:59,233 THE CHAIR BROKE? YES! 734 00:35:59,233 --> 00:36:01,067 YOU GOT TO GET OFF THIS DAMN -- 735 00:36:01,067 --> 00:36:03,300 I'M TRYING. I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU. 736 00:36:03,300 --> 00:36:04,700 YOU'RE CRYING MORE THAN YOU'RE TRYING. 737 00:36:04,700 --> 00:36:06,267 I'M TRYING. [ GROANS ] 738 00:36:06,267 --> 00:36:07,867 WANT ME TO GET A NURSE REAL QUICK? 739 00:36:07,867 --> 00:36:10,233 EXCUSE ME. CAN YOU GIVE ME A HAND REAL QUICK? 740 00:36:10,233 --> 00:36:11,600 IF YOU COULD HELP HER PUSH UP... 741 00:36:12,533 --> 00:36:14,300 OKAY, EASY. 742 00:36:14,300 --> 00:36:15,533 [ Crying ] DON'T LET ME GO, PLEASE. 743 00:36:15,533 --> 00:36:17,067 Gilbert: I'M NOT. WOULD YOU JUST COME ON? 744 00:36:17,067 --> 00:36:19,767 -OKAY. -ONE, TWO, THREE. 745 00:36:19,767 --> 00:36:22,467 [ BREATHES SHARPLY ] I CAN'T. I CAN'T DO IT. 746 00:36:22,467 --> 00:36:24,133 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 747 00:36:24,133 --> 00:36:25,200 SHE WORE HERSELF OUT. 748 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:26,967 'CAUSE SHE WORE HERSELF OUT CRYING. 749 00:36:26,967 --> 00:36:28,433 -WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? -I DON'T KNOW. 750 00:36:32,533 --> 00:36:33,700 I DON'T WANT TO FALL. 751 00:36:33,700 --> 00:36:35,500 YEAH. JUST GET 'EM. [ GROANS ] 752 00:36:35,500 --> 00:36:36,800 I CAN BRING SOMEONE ELSE IF YOU WANT. 753 00:36:37,967 --> 00:36:39,367 SHE GOT STUCK. YOU OKAY? 754 00:36:39,367 --> 00:36:41,333 SHE GOT STUCK IN THE TOILET. I THINK IT BROKE, THE SEAT. 755 00:36:41,333 --> 00:36:42,800 OKAY. 756 00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:46,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: AND THIS IS NOT A GOOD SITUATION WITH LUPE. 757 00:36:46,067 --> 00:36:47,667 Man: WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT. 758 00:36:47,667 --> 00:36:50,333 SHE'S PUTTING A LOT OF STRAIN ON HER HEART RIGHT NOW. 759 00:36:50,333 --> 00:36:51,933 [ GROANS ] 760 00:36:51,933 --> 00:36:53,933 SO WE'RE CALLING AN EMERGENCY CREW 761 00:36:53,933 --> 00:36:55,867 TO HELP HER GET UP IMMEDIATELY 762 00:36:55,867 --> 00:36:58,400 BECAUSE SHE CAN EASILY GO TO CARDIAC ARREST, 763 00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:00,667 AND THERE'LL BE NOTHING WE CAN DO ABOUT IT. 764 00:37:00,667 --> 00:37:01,967 [ SIREN WAILS ] 765 00:37:01,967 --> 00:37:03,933 SO THEY NEED TO ACT FAST. 766 00:37:03,933 --> 00:37:05,800 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 767 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:08,267 HOW'S IT GOING, MA'AM? DID YOU FALL DOWN? 768 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:09,633 Gilbert: SHE GOT STUCK ON THE TOILET. 769 00:37:09,633 --> 00:37:11,267 I DON'T WANT TO FALL AND HURT MYSELF. 770 00:37:11,267 --> 00:37:12,967 OKAY, THEN, WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD 771 00:37:12,967 --> 00:37:14,567 AND GET THE FIRE TRUCK OUT HERE, OKAY, JUST TO HELP US OUT. 772 00:37:14,567 --> 00:37:16,567 JUST GET ME OFF THE TOILET. 773 00:37:18,467 --> 00:37:20,600 OKAY. OKAY. 774 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:21,900 OHH! 775 00:37:21,900 --> 00:37:23,633 -DO YOU NEED MORE SLACK? -WE'RE GONNA TRY AND MOVE HER. 776 00:37:23,633 --> 00:37:25,333 OH, MY GOD, MY LEGS. 777 00:37:26,267 --> 00:37:27,400 OKAY. 778 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,100 BUT ONCE WE GET YOU UP, YOU'LL BE ALL RIGHT. 779 00:37:29,100 --> 00:37:30,233 YES. 780 00:37:30,233 --> 00:37:32,600 DON'T LET ME GO. IT'S ALL RIGHT. 781 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:34,500 WE'RE NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING TILL YOU'RE READY, ALL RIGHT? 782 00:37:34,500 --> 00:37:35,933 YEAH. ONE... 783 00:37:35,933 --> 00:37:38,700 ONE, TWO, THREE. 784 00:37:38,700 --> 00:37:40,733 Man: I GOT THE CHAIR. 785 00:37:40,733 --> 00:37:42,133 [ CLATTERING ] 786 00:37:42,133 --> 00:37:43,400 CAN YOU HOLD YOURSELF? 787 00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,333 I GOT IT. 788 00:37:46,167 --> 00:37:49,567 -LITTLE BIT MORE. -YOU'RE ALMOST THERE. 789 00:37:49,567 --> 00:37:51,533 THERE? THERE? 790 00:37:51,533 --> 00:37:53,533 SIT, YEAH, SIT. YOU GOT IT. 791 00:37:53,533 --> 00:37:55,100 [ SIGHS ] 792 00:37:55,100 --> 00:37:56,600 -THERE YOU GO. -THERE YOU GO. 793 00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:57,600 OH, BREATHE. 794 00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,633 YEAH, YOU DID BREAK THE TOILET. 795 00:37:59,633 --> 00:38:00,800 THANK YOU, GUYS, SO MUCH. 796 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,167 -YOU'RE WELCOME. -GOD BLESS. 797 00:38:02,167 --> 00:38:03,700 IS THAT ALL YOU NEEDED FROM US? 798 00:38:03,700 --> 00:38:06,433 Dr. Nowzaradan: THIS IS VERY DISHEARTENING TO WITNESS. 799 00:38:06,433 --> 00:38:07,667 LUPE GOT TO THE POINT 800 00:38:07,667 --> 00:38:10,433 THAT SHE WON'T TOLERATE ANY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY. 801 00:38:10,433 --> 00:38:14,500 SHE IS LESS MOBILE NOW SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW HER. 802 00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:16,200 AND TOOK A WHOLE TEAM 803 00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:19,100 TO GET HER UP AND PUT HER IN THE WHEELCHAIR. 804 00:38:19,100 --> 00:38:21,633 BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M VERY WORRIED 805 00:38:21,633 --> 00:38:24,600 ABOUT HOW MUCH STRAIN SHE JUST PUT ON HER BODY. 806 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:25,867 HOW DO YOU FEEL? 807 00:38:25,867 --> 00:38:27,067 MY CHEST HURTS. 808 00:38:28,867 --> 00:38:30,633 [ GROANING ] 809 00:38:30,633 --> 00:38:33,467 LUPE, I WANT YOU TO GO OVER TO HOSPITAL 810 00:38:33,467 --> 00:38:36,667 TO MAKE SURE THAT THERE IS NO MAJOR CONCERN GOING ON 811 00:38:36,667 --> 00:38:39,067 WITH YOUR HEART OR YOUR OVERALL HEALTH. 812 00:38:39,067 --> 00:38:40,333 OKAY. 813 00:38:40,333 --> 00:38:41,567 WE'LL TRANSPORT YOU THERE, 814 00:38:41,567 --> 00:38:43,567 AND I'LL SEE YOU THERE REALLY SOON, OKAY? 815 00:38:43,567 --> 00:38:44,867 OKAY. 816 00:38:44,867 --> 00:38:47,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: ONCE WE HAVE HER HEALTH UNDER CONTROL, 817 00:38:47,067 --> 00:38:49,967 WE'LL GET HER UP AND SEE HOW HER WEIGHT IS. 818 00:38:49,967 --> 00:38:52,300 HOPEFULLY, SHE HASN'T GAINED TOO MUCH 819 00:38:52,300 --> 00:38:53,733 OVER THE PAST TWO MONTHS. 820 00:38:53,733 --> 00:38:55,500 I'M VERY CONCERNED 821 00:38:55,500 --> 00:38:59,400 BECAUSE IF HER HEART GOT WORSE OVER PAST COUPLE MONTHS, 822 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,733 THEN MINIMAL ACTIVITY CAN PUT HER IN HEART FAILURE. 823 00:39:02,733 --> 00:39:05,867 AND SHE JUST PUT FAR MORE STRAIN THAN THAT 824 00:39:05,867 --> 00:39:07,733 ON HER BODY AND HER HEART. 825 00:39:09,967 --> 00:39:12,767 ** 826 00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:16,500 JUST BRING THE SCALE OVER HERE. 827 00:39:16,500 --> 00:39:18,967 LUPE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A DAY NOW. 828 00:39:18,967 --> 00:39:22,867 WE'VE BEEN RUNNING TESTS ON HER TO SEE HOW SHE'S DOING. 829 00:39:22,867 --> 00:39:26,067 IT SEEMS THAT HER HEALTH HAS DECLINED 830 00:39:26,067 --> 00:39:28,633 SINCE THE LAST TIME SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. 831 00:39:28,633 --> 00:39:31,267 AND HER HEART IS IN BAD CONDITION AGAIN. 832 00:39:31,267 --> 00:39:33,833 TWO, THREE. 833 00:39:33,833 --> 00:39:35,133 OKAY. 834 00:39:35,133 --> 00:39:38,333 Dr. Nowzaradan: ALL RIGHT. EVERYBODY, TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF. 835 00:39:38,333 --> 00:39:39,833 [ GROANS ] 836 00:39:41,367 --> 00:39:43,300 OKAY. OHH. 837 00:39:43,300 --> 00:39:44,833 LUPE, THIS IS RIDICULOUS 838 00:39:44,833 --> 00:39:47,933 THAT YOU GAINED MORE WEIGHT THAN YOU LOST IN JUST A MONTH. 839 00:39:47,933 --> 00:39:49,367 SO, YOU START OVER, 840 00:39:49,367 --> 00:39:51,333 BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, YOU'RE NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 841 00:39:51,333 --> 00:39:53,633 I'M KEEPING YOU IN THE HOSPITAL 842 00:39:53,633 --> 00:39:55,100 TO START CONTROLLED DIET AGAIN. 843 00:39:55,100 --> 00:39:57,467 YOU'RE DOWN TO YOUR LAST CHANCE. 844 00:39:57,467 --> 00:39:59,067 DO YOU UNDERSTAND? 845 00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,767 THIS IS SUCH SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR, 846 00:40:02,767 --> 00:40:06,133 AND HER HUSBAND, GILBERT, IS HELPING TO KILL HER. 847 00:40:07,233 --> 00:40:08,733 I CAN'T BREATHE. 848 00:40:08,733 --> 00:40:12,133 WE'LL NEED TO ADDRESS THEIR DYNAMIC IN THE LONG RUN, 849 00:40:12,133 --> 00:40:13,933 BUT FOR NOW, WE NEED 850 00:40:13,933 --> 00:40:18,233 TO GET HER HEALTH AND HER WEIGHT UNDER CONTROL AGAIN. 851 00:40:18,233 --> 00:40:20,500 Gilbert: THIS HAS BEEN A BIT OF A WAKE-UP CALL FOR ME. 852 00:40:20,500 --> 00:40:23,400 IT'S JUST CLARIFYING THE FACT THAT I'M MESSING UP. 853 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:25,767 AND I KNOW WE GOT TO DO THINGS A LOT BETTER 854 00:40:25,767 --> 00:40:28,033 TO GET HER BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK AND ALL. 855 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:32,300 Lupe: I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING BACKWARDS RIGHT NOW, 856 00:40:32,300 --> 00:40:36,000 BEING BACK IN THE HOSPITAL TO CHECK ON MY HEART AGAIN. 857 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:40,033 I HOPE I HAVEN'T MESSED UP MY LAST CHANCE DO TO THIS 858 00:40:40,033 --> 00:40:42,333 BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE. 859 00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:48,833 ** 860 00:40:58,700 --> 00:41:02,467 Lupe: IT'S BEEN HARD BEING BACK IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN. 861 00:41:02,467 --> 00:41:05,867 THE DOCTOR PUT ME ON AN 800-CALORIE-A-DAY DIET, 862 00:41:05,867 --> 00:41:08,700 SO IT'S EVEN LESS FOOD THAN THE LAST TIME. 863 00:41:08,700 --> 00:41:10,067 GET THIS STUFF. 864 00:41:10,067 --> 00:41:12,433 BUT I KNOW I MESSED UP, AND I HAVE TO FIX IT NOW. 865 00:41:12,433 --> 00:41:14,900 -WHAT UP? WHAT UP? -[ CHUCKLES ] 866 00:41:14,900 --> 00:41:17,800 SO, I'M TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING THEY TELL ME TO DO. 867 00:41:19,300 --> 00:41:21,133 MM-HMM. 868 00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:25,933 THEY'VE BEEN GETTING ME UP TO WALK A LOT. 869 00:41:25,933 --> 00:41:28,500 IT'S BEEN REALLY HARD. 870 00:41:28,500 --> 00:41:31,300 BUT I KNOW IT'S MY LAST CHANCE. 871 00:41:33,333 --> 00:41:36,133 THERE YOU GO. GOOD JOB. 872 00:41:36,133 --> 00:41:38,667 AND I'VE BEEN ABLE TO WALK MORE THAN I COULD 873 00:41:38,667 --> 00:41:40,567 IN THE PAST 10 YEARS. 874 00:41:40,567 --> 00:41:42,333 -OKAY. -ALL RIGHT. 875 00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:44,900 [ GRUNTING ] 876 00:41:44,900 --> 00:41:46,133 THERE YOU GO. 877 00:41:46,133 --> 00:41:48,433 GOOD JOB! YOU DID GREAT. 878 00:41:48,433 --> 00:41:51,133 HONESTLY, I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME, 879 00:41:51,133 --> 00:41:53,200 THAT I COULD TAKE THESE STEPS. 880 00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:56,100 LOOK HOW FAR YOU'VE WALKED. TELL ME THAT'S NOT INCREDIBLE. 881 00:41:56,100 --> 00:41:58,767 NEXT THING YOU KNOW, YOU'RE GONNA BE WALKING OUT THAT DOOR. 882 00:42:00,867 --> 00:42:02,133 Gilbert: IT'S GOOD FOR BOTH OF US. 883 00:42:02,133 --> 00:42:04,400 YOU NEED YOUR INDEPENDENCE JUST AS MUCH AS I DO. 884 00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:05,833 I'M HAPPY FOR HER. 885 00:42:05,833 --> 00:42:07,300 YOU KNOW, THAT'S A GOOD START. 886 00:42:07,300 --> 00:42:08,733 THERE YOU GO. LOOK AT THAT. 887 00:42:08,733 --> 00:42:11,067 WE'VE BOTH BEEN IN A DARK SPOT FOR A WHILE. 888 00:42:11,067 --> 00:42:12,967 NOW THAT WE HAVE THE SUPPORT, 889 00:42:12,967 --> 00:42:14,867 WE'RE STARTING TO SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. 890 00:42:14,867 --> 00:42:17,067 THERE YOU GO. OW, MY ARMS AND LEGS HURT. 891 00:42:17,067 --> 00:42:18,633 THE LEGS. 892 00:42:18,633 --> 00:42:23,200 I HAVE ONE MORE MONTH TO MAKE AS MUCH PROGRESS AS I CAN. 893 00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:26,567 SO THAT'S WHAT I'M GONNA DO TO TRY AND GET THIS SURGERY. 894 00:42:26,567 --> 00:42:28,367 I CAN'T MESS UP AGAIN 895 00:42:28,367 --> 00:42:31,633 BECAUSE I KNOW I'M NOT GETTING ANOTHER CHANCE IF I DO. 896 00:42:33,833 --> 00:42:36,067 ** 897 00:42:36,700 --> 00:42:38,533 GOOD MORNING. 898 00:42:38,533 --> 00:42:39,800 MORNING. 899 00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:40,767 HOW YOU FEELING TODAY? 900 00:42:40,767 --> 00:42:42,100 GOOD. 901 00:42:42,100 --> 00:42:43,733 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL 902 00:42:43,733 --> 00:42:45,833 FOR THE PAST TWO MONTHS ON A CONTROLLED DIET 903 00:42:45,833 --> 00:42:47,233 FOR THE SECOND TIME. 904 00:42:47,233 --> 00:42:48,867 AND SHE'S DOING A LOT BETTER. 905 00:42:48,867 --> 00:42:51,433 WE'RE GONNA GET YOU UP TODAY AND SEE HOW YOUR WEIGHT'S DOING. 906 00:42:51,433 --> 00:42:52,467 [ Chuckling ] OKAY. 907 00:42:52,467 --> 00:42:54,367 ALL RIGHT. 908 00:42:54,367 --> 00:42:55,667 OKAY. 909 00:42:55,667 --> 00:42:57,900 -ALL RIGHT. -ALL RIGHT. 910 00:42:57,900 --> 00:43:00,600 EVERYBODY ELSE, HANDS OFF OF IT. 911 00:43:03,433 --> 00:43:06,300 THAT'S 128 POUNDS YOU'VE LOST NOW. 912 00:43:06,300 --> 00:43:07,500 THAT'S GREAT. 913 00:43:07,500 --> 00:43:10,133 THE FIRST DAY SHE GOT HERE, SHE COULDN'T EVEN STAND. 914 00:43:10,133 --> 00:43:12,467 NOW SHE'S MAKING PROGRESS. 915 00:43:12,467 --> 00:43:15,233 SO, I'M GONNA GO AHEAD AND SEND YOU HOME TODAY. 916 00:43:15,233 --> 00:43:17,167 AND FOR THE NEXT TWO MONTHS, 917 00:43:17,167 --> 00:43:19,800 I WANT TO YOU TO LOSE ANOTHER 75 POUNDS. 918 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:22,400 TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY IF YOU WANT TO GET APPROVED 919 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,367 FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, OKAY? OKAY. 920 00:43:24,367 --> 00:43:25,633 ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT. 921 00:43:25,633 --> 00:43:27,100 THANK YOU. 922 00:43:27,100 --> 00:43:28,800 Dr. Nowzaradan: HER HUSBAND, GILBERT, 923 00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:30,500 HASN'T BEEN AROUND VERY MUCH. 924 00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:34,067 AND I THINK THAT HAS HELPED HER TO STAY POSITIVE. 925 00:43:34,067 --> 00:43:35,300 BUT I'M CONCERNED 926 00:43:35,300 --> 00:43:38,500 WITH HER BEING BACK WITH HIM ON DAILY BASIS 927 00:43:38,500 --> 00:43:41,567 AND HOW THAT'S GONNA AFFECT HER. 928 00:43:41,567 --> 00:43:45,567 REGARDLESS, SHE HAS TO PROVE THAT SHE CAN DO THIS ON HER OWN. 929 00:43:45,567 --> 00:43:47,233 UNTIL SHE DOES THAT, 930 00:43:47,233 --> 00:43:50,067 SHE WILL NOT BE READY FOR ANY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 931 00:43:52,833 --> 00:43:55,200 ** 932 00:43:56,333 --> 00:43:57,933 Gilbert: YOU GONNA BE OKAY? YOU GOT EVERYTHING? 933 00:43:57,933 --> 00:43:59,067 Lupe: YEAH. 934 00:43:59,067 --> 00:44:01,267 WATER, REMOTE. 935 00:44:02,167 --> 00:44:05,233 Lupe: GILBERT AND I ARE TRYING TO EAT HEALTHIER THIS TIME. 936 00:44:05,233 --> 00:44:06,900 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING AND IT'S SERIOUS, CALL ME. 937 00:44:06,900 --> 00:44:08,267 I'LL RUN BACK. 938 00:44:08,267 --> 00:44:11,833 SO, WE'RE NOT GETTING FAST FOOD OR EATING OUT. 939 00:44:11,833 --> 00:44:15,067 WE'RE STILL IN THE MOTEL WITHOUT A CAR, THOUGH. 940 00:44:15,067 --> 00:44:19,067 SO IT'S HARD BECAUSE WE CAN STILL ONLY GET FOOD 941 00:44:19,067 --> 00:44:21,067 WITHIN WALKING DISTANCE. 942 00:44:21,067 --> 00:44:24,800 BUT GILBERT HAS BEEN TRYING TO WALK TO THE SUPERMARKET. 943 00:44:26,933 --> 00:44:29,267 Gilbert: LUPE'S NIECE MARI TOOK THE CAR WITH HER 944 00:44:29,267 --> 00:44:31,133 WHEN SHE WENT BACK TO CALIFORNIA. 945 00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:35,167 IF I HAD A CAR, I WOULD BE ABLE TO GRAB A LOT MORE GROCERIES 946 00:44:35,167 --> 00:44:37,400 INSTEAD OF COMING LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY. 947 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:40,767 SOMEONE HAS TO GET THE GROCERIES, 948 00:44:40,767 --> 00:44:43,500 AND THIS IS HOW I HAVE TO DO IT. 949 00:44:46,067 --> 00:44:48,467 I'M DOING THIS FOR HER BECAUSE I LOVE HER, 950 00:44:48,467 --> 00:44:50,400 AND I WANT TO SEE HER GET BETTER. 951 00:44:50,400 --> 00:44:52,433 I'LL DO ANYTHING I CAN FOR HER. 952 00:44:52,433 --> 00:44:54,967 I JUST WANT HER TO COMPLY, 953 00:44:54,967 --> 00:44:58,567 AND I NEED TO STOP ENABLING, BRINGING THE WRONG FOODS. 954 00:44:59,700 --> 00:45:01,833 THIS TIME, I'LL MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES, 955 00:45:01,833 --> 00:45:04,900 GET STUFF THAT WE NEED TO EAT... 956 00:45:04,900 --> 00:45:06,633 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE 957 00:45:06,633 --> 00:45:09,267 AND FIND OUT THAT MY WIFE GAINED WEIGHT. 958 00:45:09,267 --> 00:45:10,633 OKAY, HAVE A NICE DAY. 959 00:45:10,633 --> 00:45:13,067 OKAY, THANK YOU. YOU, TOO. 960 00:45:14,100 --> 00:45:15,567 I KNOW WE GOT TO DO THIS. 961 00:45:15,567 --> 00:45:17,800 WE AND MY WIFE HAVE GOT TO BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER... 962 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:19,900 HERE WE GO. ...AND LIFT EACH OTHER UP. 963 00:45:19,900 --> 00:45:21,600 [ PANTING ] 964 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:24,733 HELPING HER GET HER LIFE BACK 965 00:45:24,733 --> 00:45:27,300 IS HELPING ME GET MY LIFE BACK... 966 00:45:28,733 --> 00:45:32,333 ...BECAUSE ALL I DO IS TAKE CARE OF HER RIGHT NOW. 967 00:45:32,333 --> 00:45:34,433 AND I HAVE THINGS I WANT TO DO. 968 00:45:38,300 --> 00:45:40,533 AH, SORRY I TOOK SO LONG, LOVE. 969 00:45:42,233 --> 00:45:45,067 Lupe: I COULDN'T DO THIS WITHOUT GILBERT RIGHT NOW. 970 00:45:46,667 --> 00:45:48,667 HE DOES EVERYTHING FOR ME. 971 00:45:48,667 --> 00:45:50,667 [ SIZZLING ] 972 00:45:50,667 --> 00:45:53,267 AND HE'S THE ONE WHO KEEPS ME GOING. 973 00:45:55,067 --> 00:45:56,567 I KNOW THIS TAKES A LOT 974 00:45:56,567 --> 00:45:59,400 FOR HIM TO CONSTANTLY BE THERE FOR ME. 975 00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:02,900 AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR HIM JUST AS MUCH SOMEDAY. 976 00:46:02,900 --> 00:46:05,633 ** 977 00:46:12,433 --> 00:46:13,433 COME ON, I'M ASKING YOU, 978 00:46:13,433 --> 00:46:14,867 WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON YOUR PHONE? 979 00:46:14,867 --> 00:46:16,867 GONNA HAVE TO GO ON THERE AND FIND OUT MYSELF. 980 00:46:16,867 --> 00:46:18,700 THERE'S ALL KINDS OF CHICKS. 981 00:46:18,700 --> 00:46:20,267 THAT'S SO DISRESPECTFUL, YOU KNOW. 982 00:46:20,267 --> 00:46:21,400 IT GETS ME. IT IRKS ME. 983 00:46:21,400 --> 00:46:22,700 I'M JUST SENDING SCRIPTURES OUT 984 00:46:22,700 --> 00:46:24,900 WITH NO PICTURES OF ME AND JUST OF GOD 985 00:46:24,900 --> 00:46:27,467 AND, YOU KNOW, THE NEWS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. 986 00:46:27,467 --> 00:46:29,467 I'M HERE CLICKING AND GRABBING ANYONE I CAN 987 00:46:29,467 --> 00:46:31,133 THAT I CAN SEND THAT MESSAGE OUT. 988 00:46:31,133 --> 00:46:32,767 I'M TRYING TO SPREAD THE WORD OUT, 989 00:46:32,767 --> 00:46:35,300 AND YOU'RE GETTING UPSET BECAUSE I ADDED A CHICK ON THERE. 990 00:46:35,300 --> 00:46:36,667 IF YOU'RE SPREADING GOD'S WORD, 991 00:46:36,667 --> 00:46:38,633 WHY WOULD I GO ON THERE AND I SEE ALL KINDS OF CHICKS, 992 00:46:38,633 --> 00:46:40,067 ESPECIALLY SHOWING THEIR BOOBS? 993 00:46:40,067 --> 00:46:41,433 COME ON, GILBERT. 994 00:46:41,433 --> 00:46:43,133 IF THERE'S SOMEONE YOU WANT TO REACH OUT TO 995 00:46:43,133 --> 00:46:45,500 AND IF IT'S A WOMAN, HAVE YOUR WIFE DO IT. 996 00:46:45,500 --> 00:46:47,367 IT'S CALLED RESPECT 'CAUSE YOU'RE MARRIED. 997 00:46:47,367 --> 00:46:49,067 OKAY, OKAY. 998 00:46:49,067 --> 00:46:51,567 SOMETIMES, I FEEL LIKE I'M OUT LOOKING FOR AFFECTION SOMETIMES 999 00:46:51,567 --> 00:46:53,533 'CAUSE I DON'T GET IT FROM YOU. 1000 00:46:53,533 --> 00:46:55,300 WE ALL FALL SHORT. 1001 00:46:55,300 --> 00:46:57,067 WE ALL HAVE STRUGGLES, YOU KNOW? 1002 00:46:57,067 --> 00:47:01,100 AND, YOU KNOW, I GUESS MY STRUGGLE IS CHICKS AND STUFF. 1003 00:47:01,100 --> 00:47:03,500 YOU KNOW, I'M NOT GONNA JUST CHANGE OVERNIGHT. 1004 00:47:03,500 --> 00:47:05,067 YOU KNOW, IT'S A PROCESS. 1005 00:47:05,067 --> 00:47:06,333 JUST LIKE YOU, YOU KNOW? 1006 00:47:06,333 --> 00:47:08,533 YOU'RE NOT EATING RIGHT, AND YOU'RE 600 POUNDS. 1007 00:47:08,533 --> 00:47:09,767 THAT'S SO DISRESPECTFUL. 1008 00:47:09,767 --> 00:47:11,167 YOU KNOW, JUST 'CAUSE I'M FAT AND THAT, 1009 00:47:11,167 --> 00:47:12,867 I DON'T DESERVE LESS, YOU KNOW? 1010 00:47:12,867 --> 00:47:14,067 I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE YOU. 1011 00:47:14,067 --> 00:47:15,333 WHEN I MARRIED YOU, I LET THAT CRAP GO, 1012 00:47:15,333 --> 00:47:16,733 EVEN THE DAY I MET YOU. 1013 00:47:16,733 --> 00:47:18,067 IT'S CALLED RESPECT. 1014 00:47:18,067 --> 00:47:20,133 IT'S SOMETHING THAT YOU NEED TO START HAVING. 1015 00:47:22,067 --> 00:47:23,767 Lupe: I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HIM RIGHT NOW 1016 00:47:23,767 --> 00:47:25,500 BECAUSE I'M SO HURT. 1017 00:47:25,500 --> 00:47:28,333 I KNOW I CAN BE THE WIFE HE NEEDS. 1018 00:47:28,333 --> 00:47:30,600 I'M NOT ABLE TO BE INTIMATE WITH HIM RIGHT NOW 1019 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:33,067 BECAUSE OF MY SIZE. 1020 00:47:33,067 --> 00:47:35,767 BUT I DIDN'T THINK HE WAS GOING BEHIND MY BACK 1021 00:47:35,767 --> 00:47:38,067 AND FLIRTING WITH OTHER WOMEN. 1022 00:47:38,067 --> 00:47:42,400 I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO ONE AND THAT I'M ALONE RIGHT NOW. 1023 00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,467 AND THAT'S WHAT LED ME TO FOOD IN THE FIRST PLACE. 1024 00:47:45,467 --> 00:47:50,833 FOOD IS ALL I KNOW WHEN I FEEL THIS HURT AND THIS ALONE. 1025 00:47:50,833 --> 00:47:55,300 BUT IF I GIVE IN, I KNOW I'LL LOSE EVERYTHING. 1026 00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:06,933 Lupe: LIFE CAN TAKE YOU ON SOME UNEXPECTED TURNS. 1027 00:48:06,933 --> 00:48:10,100 BUT JUST BECAUSE THE ROAD CHANGES 1028 00:48:10,100 --> 00:48:13,333 DOESN'T MEAN THE DESTINATION HAS TO. 1029 00:48:13,333 --> 00:48:15,933 ** 1030 00:48:19,333 --> 00:48:22,967 THIS PAST MONTH HAS BEEN GOOD IN SOME WAYS 1031 00:48:22,967 --> 00:48:25,167 AND NOT SO GOOD IN OTHERS. 1032 00:48:27,133 --> 00:48:29,867 GILBERT AND I FINALLY FOUND A RENTAL HOME. 1033 00:48:29,867 --> 00:48:32,067 AND WE'VE BEEN ABLE TO RENT A CAR 1034 00:48:32,067 --> 00:48:34,833 TO HELP US MOVE OUR STUFF IN. 1035 00:48:34,833 --> 00:48:37,400 I'M JUST EXCITED ABOUT BEING OUT OF THE HOTEL. 1036 00:48:37,400 --> 00:48:39,233 [ GRUNTS ] 1037 00:48:39,233 --> 00:48:40,800 BUT AT THE SAME TIME, 1038 00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:44,633 IT'S BEEN HARDER TO HANDLE ALL MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW. 1039 00:48:44,633 --> 00:48:47,067 AND I'VE BEEN CHEATING A LITTLE. 1040 00:48:47,067 --> 00:48:48,500 WHOA! 1041 00:48:48,500 --> 00:48:51,700 IT'S NOT EVEN GONNA FIT IN THERE, JUNIOR. 1042 00:48:51,700 --> 00:48:53,500 I CAN'T GET YOU UP HERE, 1043 00:48:53,500 --> 00:48:55,567 SO I'M GONNA HAVE TO TAKE YOU AROUND FRONT. 1044 00:48:55,567 --> 00:48:57,067 [ BREATHES SHARPLY ] 1045 00:48:57,067 --> 00:49:00,600 [ GROANS ] OKAY. 1046 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:03,833 AND I'M SO THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING HE DOES FOR ME. 1047 00:49:03,833 --> 00:49:05,733 [ GROANING ] 1048 00:49:05,733 --> 00:49:07,100 BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN 1049 00:49:07,100 --> 00:49:09,800 IT'S OKAY FOR HIM TO TRY TO SEE OTHER WOMEN. 1050 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:11,267 ONE, TWO... 1051 00:49:11,267 --> 00:49:12,600 I CAN'T GET YOU UP. 1052 00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:13,900 BABE, YOU'RE TOO HEAVY TO GET OVER THE STEP. 1053 00:49:13,900 --> 00:49:14,967 I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS. 1054 00:49:14,967 --> 00:49:16,167 I'M SCARED I'M GONNA FALL. MOVE. 1055 00:49:16,167 --> 00:49:18,067 WOULD YOU STOP? SERIOUSLY. WAIT. 1056 00:49:18,067 --> 00:49:21,667 HE STILL MAKES ME FEEL REALLY BAD SOMETIMES. 1057 00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:22,933 I'M GONNA GET SOMEONE OVER HERE TO HELP ME, 1058 00:49:22,933 --> 00:49:23,967 SINCE YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A BABY, MAN. 1059 00:49:23,967 --> 00:49:25,167 NO. SHUT UP. 1060 00:49:25,167 --> 00:49:26,467 YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A DAMN BABY, I'M SORRY. 1061 00:49:26,467 --> 00:49:28,467 -I DON'T CARE. -LIKE A BIG-ASS BABY. 1062 00:49:28,467 --> 00:49:30,533 Gilbert: CAN YOU DO ME A FAVOR, BRO? 1063 00:49:30,533 --> 00:49:32,967 TWO, THREE. 1064 00:49:32,967 --> 00:49:34,767 ONE, TWO. 1065 00:49:34,767 --> 00:49:36,767 [ GRUNTING ] OKAY. 1066 00:49:36,767 --> 00:49:38,133 THAT'S IT. 1067 00:49:38,133 --> 00:49:39,900 THANK YOU SO MUCH, BRO. I APPRECIATE IT. 1068 00:49:39,900 --> 00:49:43,833 Lupe: THE PAIN IS REALLY HARD RIGHT NOW. 1069 00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:46,167 AND I FEEL ALONE... THREE. [ GRUNTING ] 1070 00:49:46,167 --> 00:49:47,567 ...LIKE I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. 1071 00:49:47,567 --> 00:49:50,167 OKAY. WAIT, DON'T LET GO. 1072 00:49:50,167 --> 00:49:51,700 [ GROANING ] OKAY. 1073 00:49:51,700 --> 00:49:55,333 AND THAT'S MAKING IT SO HARD NOT TO RUN TO FOOD. 1074 00:49:56,600 --> 00:50:00,167 I WAS FIGHTING TO DO THIS FOR A FUTURE WITH GILBERT. 1075 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:05,333 AND NOW THAT THAT FEELS UNCERTAIN, 1076 00:50:05,333 --> 00:50:07,433 I'M JUST HAVING A REALLY HARD TIME 1077 00:50:07,433 --> 00:50:09,833 STAYING MOTIVATED TO DO WHAT I NEED. 1078 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:14,433 ** 1079 00:50:19,767 --> 00:50:21,667 I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS... 1080 00:50:23,100 --> 00:50:27,067 ...BECAUSE I WAS SUPPOSED TO LOSE ANOTHER 75 POUNDS 1081 00:50:27,067 --> 00:50:30,467 AND GET BELOW 450 POUNDS. 1082 00:50:30,467 --> 00:50:33,433 AND I KNOW I'VE BEEN GIVING IN TO MY CRAVINGS 1083 00:50:33,433 --> 00:50:36,867 DURING SOME OF THE HARDER MOMENTS THESE PAST FEW MONTHS. 1084 00:50:37,933 --> 00:50:40,100 AND MY HIP HAS BEEN HURTING, 1085 00:50:40,100 --> 00:50:43,200 SO I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO EXERCISE OR WALK AT ALL. 1086 00:50:45,300 --> 00:50:47,800 Woman: LUPE SAMANO. 1087 00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:51,100 Lupe: I'M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT WHAT THE SCALE'S GONNA SAY, 1088 00:50:51,100 --> 00:50:53,867 BECAUSE I NEED THIS SURGERY. 1089 00:51:01,400 --> 00:51:02,600 BECAUSE THERE'S NO HANDLES, 1090 00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:04,800 AND I HAVEN'T STOOD OUT OF BED FOR A WHILE. 1091 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:06,533 ALL RIGHT, THEN. [ PEN CLICKS ] 1092 00:51:08,167 --> 00:51:09,633 -OKAY. -OKAY? 1093 00:51:09,633 --> 00:51:11,767 I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED. 1094 00:51:11,767 --> 00:51:14,767 I KNOW I HAVE TO HAVE SOME HELP TO STAND 1095 00:51:14,767 --> 00:51:17,833 BECAUSE I CAN'T GET WEIGHED WITHOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. 1096 00:51:17,833 --> 00:51:19,667 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1097 00:51:19,667 --> 00:51:22,333 HELLO. HOW ARE YOU BOTH? 1098 00:51:22,333 --> 00:51:23,700 GOOD. 1099 00:51:23,700 --> 00:51:25,267 SO, WHAT'S GOING ON? 1100 00:51:25,267 --> 00:51:27,067 YOU REFUSED TO GET WEIGHED? 1101 00:51:27,067 --> 00:51:28,700 I COULDN'T GET ON THE SCALE. 1102 00:51:28,700 --> 00:51:31,767 I COULDN'T STAND ON THAT SCALE WITHOUT BALANCE. 1103 00:51:31,767 --> 00:51:33,933 COME ON. YOU WERE WALKING IN THE HOSPITAL. 1104 00:51:33,933 --> 00:51:35,067 ARE YOU SURE THE ISSUE 1105 00:51:35,067 --> 00:51:37,200 IS NOT YOU DON'T WANT TO GET ON THE SCALE? 1106 00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,333 YOU'VE SEEN THAT SINCE I'VE GOTTEN HERE, 1107 00:51:39,333 --> 00:51:41,633 WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE TO WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL, 1108 00:51:41,633 --> 00:51:43,067 I'VE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT. 1109 00:51:43,067 --> 00:51:45,067 I WAS WALKING IN THE HOSPITAL WHEN I GOT SICK. 1110 00:51:45,067 --> 00:51:46,533 I WAS GOOD. I WAS NOT. 1111 00:51:46,533 --> 00:51:48,733 SO I'M BARELY STARTING TO GET OUT OF BED AGAIN. 1112 00:51:48,733 --> 00:51:49,733 THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. 1113 00:51:49,733 --> 00:51:51,167 YOU'RE NOT WALKING AT HOME? 1114 00:51:51,167 --> 00:51:52,733 MY HOUSE -- IT'S NOTHING BUT CERAMIC TILE. 1115 00:51:52,733 --> 00:51:53,967 IT'S VERY SLIPPERY IN THERE. 1116 00:51:53,967 --> 00:51:56,367 I'M NOT GETTING THERAPY. I'M NOT GETTING ANYTHING. 1117 00:51:56,367 --> 00:51:58,100 IT'S JUST ME AND MY HUSBAND. 1118 00:51:58,100 --> 00:52:01,100 YOU HAVE TO GET UP EVERY DAY AND EXERCISE. 1119 00:52:01,100 --> 00:52:02,733 I KNOW THAT, AND THAT'S WHY I'M SAYING 1120 00:52:02,733 --> 00:52:05,433 I NEED MORE THAN MY HUSBAND TO HELP ME AT HOME. 1121 00:52:05,433 --> 00:52:08,233 I ALMOST SLIPPED BECAUSE IT'S SO SLIPPERY THERE. 1122 00:52:08,233 --> 00:52:11,800 YOU HAD TWO MONTHS TO TELL ME THIS TO TRY TO HELP YOU. 1123 00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:14,700 IT JUST SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE RIGHT NOW. 1124 00:52:14,700 --> 00:52:17,700 WHAT LUPE IS TELLING ME IS VERY CONCERNING. 1125 00:52:17,700 --> 00:52:20,533 SHE HAS AN EXCUSE FOR NOT STANDING ON THE SCALE. 1126 00:52:20,533 --> 00:52:22,167 NOW SHE'S MAKING EXCUSES 1127 00:52:22,167 --> 00:52:24,733 FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE FOR THE PAST TWO MONTHS. 1128 00:52:24,733 --> 00:52:27,867 SHE COULD HAVE CALLED US ANY TIME FOR HELP, 1129 00:52:27,867 --> 00:52:30,167 BUT IF SHE HASN'T BEEN GETTING UP, 1130 00:52:30,167 --> 00:52:33,667 THEN THERE IS NO WAY IS SHE MAKING GOOD PROGRESS RIGHT NOW. 1131 00:52:33,667 --> 00:52:37,933 UNTIL I CONFIRM YOUR PROGRESS, YOU'RE NOT GETTING SURGERY. 1132 00:52:37,933 --> 00:52:39,800 I MEAN, I'M WILLING TO GO WEIGH IN 1133 00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:41,767 AT ANY SCALE YOU WANT ME TO WEIGH IN 1134 00:52:41,767 --> 00:52:43,067 SO YOU CAN SEE MY WEIGHT. 1135 00:52:43,067 --> 00:52:45,867 I WAS DISCOURAGED WHEN I COULDN'T GET ON THAT SCALE, 1136 00:52:45,867 --> 00:52:48,700 'CAUSE I WANT TO SHOW YOU THAT I'M DOING WHAT I GOT TO DO. 1137 00:52:48,700 --> 00:52:50,300 BECAUSE I DIDN'T LEAVE CALIFORNIA 1138 00:52:50,300 --> 00:52:52,633 AND LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND TO COME HERE 1139 00:52:52,633 --> 00:52:55,167 AND NOT COMPLY WITH WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. 1140 00:52:55,167 --> 00:52:56,400 OKAY, LUPE. 1141 00:52:56,400 --> 00:52:58,467 I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU BENEFIT OF DOUBT 1142 00:52:58,467 --> 00:53:01,467 AND BELIEVE YOU'RE HAVING TROUBLE STANDING RIGHT NOW. 1143 00:53:01,467 --> 00:53:04,300 THIS IS NOT AN EMERGENCY SITUATION, 1144 00:53:04,300 --> 00:53:06,467 SO I'M NOT RUSHING YOU TO THE HOSPITAL. 1145 00:53:06,467 --> 00:53:09,633 I WANT YOU TO GO THERE FOR FOLLOW-UP IN TWO WEEKS, 1146 00:53:09,633 --> 00:53:11,067 AND WE'LL WEIGH YOU THEN. 1147 00:53:11,067 --> 00:53:13,167 THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE. 1148 00:53:13,167 --> 00:53:14,233 OKAY. 1149 00:53:14,233 --> 00:53:15,900 SEE YOU IN A COUPLE WEEKS. 1150 00:53:15,900 --> 00:53:19,467 HOPEFULLY, LUPE WILL RECOGNIZE THE SECOND CHANCE 1151 00:53:19,467 --> 00:53:23,333 AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO TRY HARDER TO DO WHAT SHE NEEDS. 1152 00:53:23,333 --> 00:53:24,867 BECAUSE IF SHE DOESN'T, 1153 00:53:24,867 --> 00:53:27,100 THERE IS NOTHING MORE WE CAN DO FOR HER. 1154 00:53:30,133 --> 00:53:33,367 Lupe: I REALLY WANT THIS SURGERY... 1155 00:53:33,367 --> 00:53:35,500 SO I PLAN TO DO WHAT IT TAKES 1156 00:53:35,500 --> 00:53:37,300 TO KEEP ON MAKING PROGRESS 1157 00:53:37,300 --> 00:53:40,067 TO GET APPROVED WHEN I GO TO THE HOSPITAL. 1158 00:53:40,067 --> 00:53:42,300 I HAVE TO DO THIS. 1159 00:53:42,300 --> 00:53:45,333 I WANT THIS SO BAD... 1160 00:53:45,333 --> 00:53:47,567 SO I CAN'T FAIL. 1161 00:53:49,567 --> 00:53:51,700 [ BIRDS CHIRPING ] 1162 00:53:54,700 --> 00:53:56,900 AFTER BEING IN THE CLINIC 1163 00:53:56,900 --> 00:54:00,267 AND HAVING THAT FEAR THAT I'M ABOUT TO SEE MY WEIGHT 1164 00:54:00,267 --> 00:54:01,967 AND IT'S NOT GONNA BE LOW ENOUGH, 1165 00:54:01,967 --> 00:54:05,367 I REALIZED HOW HARD I NEED TO BE WORKING FOR THIS. 1166 00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:10,700 I STILL CAN'T REALLY WALK, 1167 00:54:10,700 --> 00:54:15,367 SO I'M JUST MOVING AS MUCH AS I POSSIBLY CAN IN MY BED. 1168 00:54:15,367 --> 00:54:17,767 [ Chuckling ] BABE, ARE YOU TIRED OVER THERE? 1169 00:54:17,767 --> 00:54:19,667 I'M DONE. I'M TIRED. YOU'RE DONE ALREADY? 1170 00:54:19,667 --> 00:54:21,833 LOOKING ALL SEXY AND STUFF WITH YOUR RED SHIRT ON? 1171 00:54:21,833 --> 00:54:24,133 [ LAUGHS ] 1172 00:54:24,133 --> 00:54:27,867 I FEEL LIKE I MADE A LOT OF PROGRESS THESE PAST TWO MONTHS, 1173 00:54:27,867 --> 00:54:30,200 BUT I STARTED TO FALL AWAY AT THE END. 1174 00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:32,333 OKAY. WAIT, WAIT. 1175 00:54:32,333 --> 00:54:33,733 Gilbert: IT'S FORWARD. 1176 00:54:33,733 --> 00:54:36,067 SO I NEED TO MAKE UP FOR THAT TIME 1177 00:54:36,067 --> 00:54:39,100 IN CASE IT TOOK ME SO OFF COURSE 1178 00:54:39,100 --> 00:54:41,700 TO WHERE I'M NOT GONNA HIT THE GOAL I NEED. 1179 00:54:41,700 --> 00:54:43,333 OHH! 1180 00:54:45,867 --> 00:54:47,200 OKAY. YOU GOT IT? 1181 00:54:47,200 --> 00:54:50,067 BUT I'M SO SCARED WHEN I SEE THE DOCTOR NEXT WEEK 1182 00:54:50,067 --> 00:54:53,200 THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE AS MUCH PROGRESS AS I THOUGHT. 1183 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,700 [ GROANING LIGHTLY ] 1184 00:54:55,700 --> 00:54:57,167 WHOO! 1185 00:54:57,167 --> 00:54:59,567 GOOD JOB, LOVEY. LOVING IT. 1186 00:54:59,567 --> 00:55:00,967 LOVING IT, LOVING IT. OKAY. 1187 00:55:00,967 --> 00:55:04,100 AND I FEEL LIKE I'M RACING A CLOCK RIGHT NOW 1188 00:55:04,100 --> 00:55:07,600 AND THAT MY TIME IS RUNNING SO SHORT. 1189 00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:09,833 I JUST HOPE I MAKE IT. 1190 00:55:11,500 --> 00:55:13,733 ** 1191 00:55:16,100 --> 00:55:19,633 TODAY, WE BROUGHT LUPE IN THE HOSPITAL TO CHECK HER WEIGHT, 1192 00:55:19,633 --> 00:55:23,300 TO SEE IF SHE MADE THE PROGRESS SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO 1193 00:55:23,300 --> 00:55:26,900 AND SHOW ME THAT SHE'S READY FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1194 00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:30,700 OKAY. 1195 00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:33,833 Lupe: THIS IS IT. 1196 00:55:33,833 --> 00:55:38,500 I HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH PROGRESS I MADE. 1197 00:55:38,500 --> 00:55:41,667 I HOPE I DID ENOUGH TO GET BACK ON TRACK. 1198 00:55:43,233 --> 00:55:47,533 I'M JUST TERRIFIED RIGHT NOW THAT IT WASN'T ENOUGH. 1199 00:55:53,167 --> 00:55:55,667 ** 1200 00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:58,267 [ GRUNTS ] 1201 00:55:58,267 --> 00:56:00,600 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE IS IN THE HOSPITAL TODAY, 1202 00:56:00,600 --> 00:56:04,567 SO WE CAN SEE IF SHE MADE THE PROGRESS SHE'S SUPPOSED TO. 1203 00:56:04,567 --> 00:56:08,733 IF SHE LOST 75 POUNDS TO GET UNDER 450 POUNDS, 1204 00:56:08,733 --> 00:56:11,067 WE WILL APPROVE HER FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1205 00:56:11,067 --> 00:56:15,667 IF SHE HASN'T DONE IT THIS TIME, SHE WILL BE OUT OF CHANCES. 1206 00:56:18,533 --> 00:56:20,167 Woman: OKAY. 1207 00:56:20,167 --> 00:56:22,567 Dr. Nowzaradan: 439 POUNDS. 1208 00:56:22,567 --> 00:56:24,333 [ GRUNTS ] 1209 00:56:24,333 --> 00:56:26,933 Gilbert: HEY, OH, MY GOD. THAT'S CRAZY. 1210 00:56:26,933 --> 00:56:28,533 ALL RIGHT, YOU DID IT. 1211 00:56:29,467 --> 00:56:31,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE HAS DONE WELL. 1212 00:56:31,067 --> 00:56:32,133 IT TOOK HER A LITTLE BIT 1213 00:56:32,133 --> 00:56:34,300 TO COME AROUND AND START MAKING PROGRESS, 1214 00:56:34,300 --> 00:56:37,700 BUT SHE'S DONE IT, AND I'M VERY PROUD OF HER. 1215 00:56:37,700 --> 00:56:39,133 DO YOU FEEL ANY BETTER? 1216 00:56:39,133 --> 00:56:41,733 OH, YES. I FEEL...AMAZING. 1217 00:56:41,733 --> 00:56:43,200 I FEEL ALIVE. 1218 00:56:43,200 --> 00:56:46,400 OKAY. I'M APPROVING YOU FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1219 00:56:46,400 --> 00:56:47,767 [ CHUCKLES ] 1220 00:56:47,767 --> 00:56:50,167 GOOD JOB, AND I'LL SEE YOU SOON. 1221 00:56:50,167 --> 00:56:52,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: I KNOW THE DYNAMIC AT HOME 1222 00:56:52,067 --> 00:56:54,733 WASN'T EASY FOR HER TO BALANCE. 1223 00:56:54,733 --> 00:56:57,167 BUT SHE MADE A LOT OF PROGRESS. 1224 00:56:57,167 --> 00:56:59,467 AND SHE STILL HAS A LONG WAY TO GO. 1225 00:56:59,467 --> 00:57:02,467 BUT THIS IS A HUGE STEP FOR HER TODAY. 1226 00:57:02,467 --> 00:57:03,667 [ SNIFFLES ] 1227 00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:06,633 Lupe: I KNEW I HAD THIS. 1228 00:57:06,633 --> 00:57:08,567 I KNEW I LOST THE WEIGHT. 1229 00:57:08,567 --> 00:57:12,067 [ Voice breaking ] I PUSHED, AND I'VE BEEN PUSHING SO HARD. 1230 00:57:12,067 --> 00:57:13,967 AND I DESERVE IT. 1231 00:57:13,967 --> 00:57:16,067 I KNOW I DESERVE IT. 1232 00:57:18,433 --> 00:57:20,867 ** 1233 00:57:22,600 --> 00:57:24,933 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE'VE BEEN RUNNING TESTS ON LUPE 1234 00:57:24,933 --> 00:57:26,733 TO PREPARE HER FOR SURGERY. 1235 00:57:26,733 --> 00:57:30,667 AND TEST RESULTS ON HER HEART ARE A LITTLE BIT CONCERNING. 1236 00:57:30,667 --> 00:57:33,300 I'M HERE FOR YOU, LOVE. I'M HERE. 1237 00:57:35,067 --> 00:57:37,533 Lupe: I'M REALLY NOT SURE WHAT'S GOING ON. 1238 00:57:37,533 --> 00:57:42,233 I JUST KNOW THE DOCTOR HAD SOME CONCERNS ABOUT MY HEART. 1239 00:57:42,233 --> 00:57:44,800 AND I'M SO SCARED WHAT HE'S GONNA FIND. 1240 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:47,433 IT'S GONNA MEAN I DON'T GET SURGERY. 1241 00:57:48,900 --> 00:57:51,700 Dr. Nowzaradan: IF HER HEART IS WEAKER THAN I THOUGHT, 1242 00:57:51,700 --> 00:57:55,767 THEN THERE IS NO WAY THAT SHE WILL SURVIVE A MAJOR PROCEDURE, 1243 00:57:55,767 --> 00:57:57,600 LIKE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1244 00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:05,800 PULL YOUR HAIR OUT. 1245 00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:09,300 THIS IS A PROCEDURE THAT WE LOOK TO THE ESOPHAGUS 1246 00:58:09,300 --> 00:58:10,833 SO WE CAN SEE THE HEART 1247 00:58:10,833 --> 00:58:13,500 MUCH BETTER THAN WE CAN SEE THROUGH THE CHEST WALL. 1248 00:58:13,500 --> 00:58:16,500 [ MONITOR BEEPING ] 1249 00:58:16,500 --> 00:58:19,867 SHE'S BEEN OVERWEIGHT AND IMMOBILE FOR SO LONG 1250 00:58:19,867 --> 00:58:23,467 THAT IT HAS TAKEN A SIGNIFICANT TOLL ON HER HEART. 1251 00:58:23,467 --> 00:58:25,333 OKAY. GO DOWN. 1252 00:58:25,333 --> 00:58:27,867 I NEED TO MAKE SURE THAT IT'S STRONG ENOUGH 1253 00:58:27,867 --> 00:58:29,867 TO UNDERGO WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY 1254 00:58:29,867 --> 00:58:33,433 OR STAND TO BE UNDER ANESTHESIA FOR SO LONG. 1255 00:58:33,433 --> 00:58:36,700 LET ME TAKE A LOOK THERE. 1256 00:58:36,700 --> 00:58:39,067 Gilbert: I'M WORRIED, BUT I WANT HER TO HAVE THE SURGERY 1257 00:58:39,067 --> 00:58:41,467 BECAUSE OF THE SIMPLE FACT THAT IT'S BEEN SO MANY YEARS, 1258 00:58:41,467 --> 00:58:43,333 AND I'M TIRED OF THE LIFE THAT WE'RE LIVING. 1259 00:58:43,333 --> 00:58:45,200 AND I JUST WANT TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE. 1260 00:58:45,200 --> 00:58:47,267 I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO PLACES WITH HER 1261 00:58:47,267 --> 00:58:49,633 INSTEAD OF BEING IN PRISON AT MY HOME. 1262 00:58:49,633 --> 00:58:51,067 [ AIR RUSHING ] 1263 00:58:58,467 --> 00:59:00,133 Dr. Nowzaradan: THAT'S IT. 1264 00:59:00,133 --> 00:59:02,333 OKAY. LET'S GET HER TO RECOVERY. 1265 00:59:05,367 --> 00:59:08,700 YOU'RE ALL FINISHED. ALL GOOD. 1266 00:59:08,700 --> 00:59:09,900 OHH. 1267 00:59:09,900 --> 00:59:11,933 ** 1268 00:59:14,767 --> 00:59:17,067 OHH. 1269 00:59:17,067 --> 00:59:20,133 Lupe: THEY FINISHED RUNNING ALL THE TESTS ON MY HEART, 1270 00:59:20,133 --> 00:59:24,067 AND DR. NOW SAID HE'S COMING TO TALK TO ME ABOUT IT. 1271 00:59:24,067 --> 00:59:27,100 IF HE SAYS I CAN'T GET THE SURGERY, 1272 00:59:27,100 --> 00:59:30,333 THEN I'M GONNA BE COMPLETELY DEVASTATED. 1273 00:59:30,333 --> 00:59:34,167 AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA HANDLE IT. 1274 00:59:34,167 --> 00:59:35,800 Gilbert: HEY. GOOD MORNING. 1275 00:59:35,800 --> 00:59:37,233 HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING? GOOD MORNING. 1276 00:59:37,233 --> 00:59:39,467 HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? GOOD. 1277 00:59:39,467 --> 00:59:41,600 WE FINISHED RUNNING ALL THE TESTS, 1278 00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:44,400 AND THEY'RE SHOWING THAT YOUR HEART IS TOO WEAK 1279 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:46,633 FOR GASTRIC BYPASS. OKAY. 1280 00:59:46,633 --> 00:59:48,600 SO THERE IS A VERY HIGH RISK 1281 00:59:48,600 --> 00:59:51,767 THAT YOU WOULD NOT SURVIVE A PROCEDURE THAT EXTENSIVE. 1282 00:59:51,767 --> 00:59:55,067 HOWEVER, GASTRIC SLEEVE IS STILL AN OPTION. 1283 00:59:55,067 --> 00:59:57,133 IT WOULD BE A MUCH SHORTER OPERATION 1284 00:59:57,133 --> 00:59:59,800 THAT WOULD NOT STRAIN YOUR BODY AS MUCH, 1285 00:59:59,800 --> 01:00:01,767 AND GIVE YOU MUCH OF THE BENEFIT 1286 01:00:01,767 --> 01:00:04,167 OF GASTRIC BYPASS IN SHORT TERM. 1287 01:00:04,167 --> 01:00:06,967 SO I'M APPROVING YOU FOR THAT PROCEDURE. 1288 01:00:06,967 --> 01:00:08,500 OH, MY GOD. THANK YOU, JESUS. 1289 01:00:08,500 --> 01:00:10,300 OH! THANK YOU. 1290 01:00:10,300 --> 01:00:12,233 CONGRATULATIONS. I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW. 1291 01:00:12,233 --> 01:00:13,833 OKAY. THANK YOU. 1292 01:00:15,633 --> 01:00:18,200 [ CRYING, SNIFFLING ] 1293 01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:20,100 FINALLY, OUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED. 1294 01:00:20,100 --> 01:00:21,367 Lupe: OH, MY GOSH. 1295 01:00:21,367 --> 01:00:23,967 I WAS SO SCARED I WASN'T GONNA GET THE SURGERY, 1296 01:00:23,967 --> 01:00:26,700 EVEN AFTER ALL THAT WORK. 1297 01:00:26,700 --> 01:00:29,967 I'M JUST THANKFUL TO GOD THAT I'M GETTING SURGERY STILL 1298 01:00:29,967 --> 01:00:32,967 AND THAT I HAVE THIS CHANCE. 1299 01:00:32,967 --> 01:00:35,700 AND THIS APPROVAL MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. 1300 01:00:35,700 --> 01:00:39,867 I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR A LONG TIME. 1301 01:00:39,867 --> 01:00:42,300 THIS IS THE BEGINNING, RIGHT NOW. 1302 01:00:42,300 --> 01:00:44,433 Gilbert: IT'S GIVEN ME A LOT OF HOPE. 1303 01:00:44,433 --> 01:00:47,767 I WAS LIKE, LITERALLY, JUST...BARELY HANGING IN THERE. 1304 01:00:47,767 --> 01:00:50,900 I'M NOT GONNA LIE, BUT IT JUST MADE THINGS BETTER. 1305 01:00:50,900 --> 01:00:52,500 IT'S REALLY GREAT. 1306 01:00:56,033 --> 01:00:58,300 ** 1307 01:01:02,700 --> 01:01:04,400 [ METAL CREAKS ] 1308 01:01:09,167 --> 01:01:11,367 Woman: OKAY. 1309 01:01:11,367 --> 01:01:15,367 Lupe: I'M NOT SCARED RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I WANT THIS SO BAD, 1310 01:01:15,367 --> 01:01:19,567 AND I KNOW EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT TODAY. 1311 01:01:19,567 --> 01:01:23,267 I HAVE COMPLETE FAITH IN GOD AND IN THE DOCTORS -- 1312 01:01:23,267 --> 01:01:25,767 THAT THEY'RE GONNA TAKE CARE OF ME 1313 01:01:25,767 --> 01:01:27,467 TO GIVE ME THIS SECOND CHANCE. 1314 01:01:34,967 --> 01:01:37,633 ** 1315 01:01:41,967 --> 01:01:43,367 Dr. Nowzaradan: TODAY, 1316 01:01:43,367 --> 01:01:46,800 WE ARE GOING TO PERFORM GASTRIC-SLEEVE SURGERY ON LUPE. 1317 01:01:48,100 --> 01:01:50,833 SHE'S STILL A VERY HIGH-RISK PATIENT, 1318 01:01:50,833 --> 01:01:55,433 AND HER HEART WILL NOT BE ABLE TO TOLERATE MUCH ADDED STRAIN 1319 01:01:55,433 --> 01:01:57,600 BEING UNDER ANESTHESIA TOO LONG. 1320 01:01:57,600 --> 01:01:59,067 [ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ] 1321 01:01:59,067 --> 01:02:02,600 SO WE'RE GOING TO TRY TO DO THE OPERATION QUICKLY 1322 01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:06,467 AND PUT AS LITTLE STRAIN ON HER BODY AS POSSIBLE. 1323 01:02:06,467 --> 01:02:09,567 I MEAN, THIS IS A HUGE STOMACH. 1324 01:02:09,567 --> 01:02:12,067 GO AHEAD AND PUT ONE HERE. 1325 01:02:12,067 --> 01:02:13,867 ON A PATIENT THIS SIZE, 1326 01:02:13,867 --> 01:02:16,500 GASTRIC BYPASS IS THE MOST EFFECTIVE METHOD 1327 01:02:16,500 --> 01:02:18,100 OF WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1328 01:02:18,100 --> 01:02:21,533 BUT IN SOME CASES, DOING SURGERY IS VERY DANGEROUS, 1329 01:02:21,533 --> 01:02:23,900 AS FAR AS THE HEART IS CONCERNED, 1330 01:02:23,900 --> 01:02:27,800 SO TAKING PART OF THE STOMACH AND DOING A SLEEVE GASTRECTOMY 1331 01:02:27,800 --> 01:02:32,233 WILL BE A MUCH QUICKER, BETTER OPTION FOR THIS PATIENT. 1332 01:02:32,233 --> 01:02:36,100 WHEN WE PERFORM A GASTRIC-SLEEVE OPERATION, 1333 01:02:36,100 --> 01:02:41,933 WE USE A STAPLING DEVICE TO REMOVE 90% OF CELLULITE. 1334 01:02:41,933 --> 01:02:44,400 SO WE HAVE A SIGNIFICANT REDUCTION 1335 01:02:44,400 --> 01:02:47,600 OF THE FOOD INTAKE IN THIS PATIENT. 1336 01:02:47,600 --> 01:02:50,533 THE RESULT IS THEY WILL LOSE WEIGHT QUICKLY. 1337 01:02:51,967 --> 01:02:53,733 Gilbert: IT'S A WAITING GAME NOW. 1338 01:02:53,733 --> 01:02:57,467 I'M JUST -- JUST PRAYING WHILE I'M SLEEPING. 1339 01:02:57,467 --> 01:02:58,800 [ AIR RUSHING ] 1340 01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:01,833 ALL RIGHT. WE COMPLETED THE SLEEVE. 1341 01:03:01,833 --> 01:03:03,433 NOW WE GOT TO CLOSE HER UP. 1342 01:03:04,667 --> 01:03:06,233 THAT LOOKS GOOD. 1343 01:03:06,233 --> 01:03:08,400 [ MONITOR BEEPING ] 1344 01:03:08,400 --> 01:03:10,500 WELL, LUPE'S SURGERY WENT VERY WELL, 1345 01:03:10,500 --> 01:03:13,100 SO WE'RE GONNA WAKE HER UP NOW. 1346 01:03:14,533 --> 01:03:16,867 Man: LUPE, DO YOU REMEMBER YOU HAD SURGERY? 1347 01:03:16,867 --> 01:03:19,200 DO YOU REMEMBER YOU HAD SURGERY? 1348 01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:22,267 I'M ENCOURAGED BY LUPE'S RECENT PROGRESS, 1349 01:03:22,267 --> 01:03:25,500 AND THIS SURGERY WILL HELP HER MAKE EVEN MORE. 1350 01:03:25,500 --> 01:03:28,767 MY PRIMARY CONCERN NOW IS CHANGING 1351 01:03:28,767 --> 01:03:32,700 THE UNHEALTHY DYNAMIC SHE HAS WITH HER HUSBAND. 1352 01:03:32,700 --> 01:03:35,833 HER FOCUS NEEDS TO BE TO BECOME MORE MOBILE 1353 01:03:35,833 --> 01:03:38,133 AND BREAK DEPENDENCE ON HIM. 1354 01:03:40,133 --> 01:03:43,467 IF SHE DOESN'T DO THAT, SHE'LL START TO DECLINE AGAIN. 1355 01:03:43,467 --> 01:03:44,900 AND IF THAT HAPPENED, 1356 01:03:44,900 --> 01:03:48,133 WE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO BRING HER BACK THIS TIME. 1357 01:03:48,133 --> 01:03:51,233 MM. I LOVE YOU. 1358 01:03:51,233 --> 01:03:54,067 ** 1359 01:03:58,200 --> 01:04:00,300 Lupe: YESTERDAY, GILBERT WENT HOME, 1360 01:04:00,300 --> 01:04:02,667 AND HE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME RIGHT BACK. 1361 01:04:02,667 --> 01:04:05,867 BUT I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM OR HEARD FROM HIM. 1362 01:04:05,867 --> 01:04:09,867 SO, AND TODAY, I CALLED HIM, AND HE DIDN'T REALIZE IT WAS ME. 1363 01:04:09,867 --> 01:04:12,833 HE THOUGHT I WAS THIS OTHER WOMAN, 1364 01:04:12,833 --> 01:04:16,700 AND HE WAS ASKING HER TO MEET HIM. 1365 01:04:16,700 --> 01:04:20,233 I FEEL SO BETRAYED AND SO HURT, 1366 01:04:20,233 --> 01:04:23,067 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, 1367 01:04:23,067 --> 01:04:25,600 BECAUSE IF I CAN'T TRUST GILBERT, 1368 01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:27,667 IT'S GONNA TEAR ME APART, 1369 01:04:27,667 --> 01:04:31,467 AND THAT'S GONNA LEAD ME RIGHT BACK TO FOOD. 1370 01:04:32,967 --> 01:04:35,767 AH. [ SNIFFLES ] 1371 01:04:35,767 --> 01:04:37,367 HOW YOU FEELING? 1372 01:04:37,367 --> 01:04:40,133 ** 1373 01:04:40,133 --> 01:04:41,933 [ GROANS ] 1374 01:04:45,700 --> 01:04:50,933 BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. 1375 01:04:50,933 --> 01:04:53,267 IT'S JUST SAD THAT YOU'RE IN A RUSH TO LEAVE, 1376 01:04:53,267 --> 01:04:55,333 TO GET HOME AND STUFF, AND I'M IN THE HOSPITAL. 1377 01:04:55,333 --> 01:04:58,933 AND THEN, WHEN YOU DO ANSWER, I HEAR YOU TELL THIS CHICK THAT, 1378 01:04:58,933 --> 01:05:00,800 "OH, I'LL SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME, 1379 01:05:00,800 --> 01:05:01,800 AND THEN WE'LL GO ON FROM THERE." 1380 01:05:01,800 --> 01:05:03,400 I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GOT ON THE PHONE 1381 01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:06,067 RIGHT WHEN THAT HAPPENED, BUT... 1382 01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:10,767 YOU'RE TOO HARD ON ME! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST YOU? 1383 01:05:10,767 --> 01:05:11,833 YOU'RE TOO [BLEEP] -- YOU'RE TOO HARD ON ME. 1384 01:05:11,833 --> 01:05:13,200 HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST YOU? 1385 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:15,433 COME ON. THE BEDROOM IS NOT LIKE IT NEEDS TO BE, ALL RIGHT? 1386 01:05:16,700 --> 01:05:18,500 I JUST WANT TO FLIRT HERE AND THERE. 1387 01:05:18,500 --> 01:05:19,733 IF YOU WOULD HAVE SAID THAT TO THAT CHICK 1388 01:05:19,733 --> 01:05:21,267 AND SHE WOULD HAVE SAID, "OKAY," 1389 01:05:21,267 --> 01:05:23,367 A MAN'S GONNA BE A MAN, AND HE'S GONNA GO FOR THE CHICK. 1390 01:05:23,367 --> 01:05:24,533 YEAH. BULLCRAP. 1391 01:05:24,533 --> 01:05:25,633 OKAY, YEAH. 1392 01:05:25,633 --> 01:05:26,900 IT WOULD HAVE WENT FURTHER. 1393 01:05:26,900 --> 01:05:28,367 YEAH, IT PROBABLY -- YEAH. YES. 1394 01:05:30,967 --> 01:05:32,467 BABE. 1395 01:05:32,467 --> 01:05:34,067 LOVE. 1396 01:05:34,067 --> 01:05:35,933 WE CAN MOVE ON FROM THIS, OKAY? 1397 01:05:35,933 --> 01:05:37,800 JUST LIKE THE LAST FEW TIMES, YOU KNOW, 1398 01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:40,200 I NEED YOU TO GET YOUR MIND OFF THIS. 1399 01:05:40,200 --> 01:05:43,667 AND YOU CAN'T LET SOMETHING LIKE THIS JUST DESTROY EVERYTHING. 1400 01:05:50,067 --> 01:05:51,500 -I KNOW THAT, LOVE. -OKAY, THEN. 1401 01:05:57,767 --> 01:06:01,367 Gilbert: OUR SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP IS DIFFICULT. 1402 01:06:01,367 --> 01:06:05,067 I GET SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED, AND I TEND TO SLIP. 1403 01:06:05,067 --> 01:06:06,867 BUT, YOU KNOW, I LOVE MY WIFE, 1404 01:06:06,867 --> 01:06:09,067 AND I KNOW IT'S GONNA CHANGE, SO... 1405 01:06:09,067 --> 01:06:10,600 LOOK, THE POINT IS, LET'S JUST GET OVER IT. 1406 01:06:10,600 --> 01:06:12,067 -IT'S A GOOD DAY, OKAY? -OKAY. 1407 01:06:12,067 --> 01:06:14,333 PEOPLE ARGUE, ALL RIGHT? I'M SORRY. 1408 01:06:14,333 --> 01:06:16,167 I LOVE YOU. I DO LOVE YOU. 1409 01:06:16,167 --> 01:06:17,433 IF I DIDN'T, 1410 01:06:17,433 --> 01:06:19,567 I WOULD NOT STILL BE HERE, BUSTING MY ASS. 1411 01:06:21,067 --> 01:06:22,900 Lupe: I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, 1412 01:06:22,900 --> 01:06:25,367 BECAUSE IF I CAN'T TRUST GILBERT, 1413 01:06:25,367 --> 01:06:27,800 PART OF ME WILL JUST WANT TO GIVE UP, 1414 01:06:27,800 --> 01:06:32,567 AND I'M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 1415 01:06:32,567 --> 01:06:36,567 IF I GIVE IN AND START TO GO BACK TO FOOD, 1416 01:06:36,567 --> 01:06:37,933 THEN I'M GONNA END UP DYING SOON. 1417 01:06:46,067 --> 01:06:49,067 ** 1418 01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:07,067 Lupe: SINCE LEAVING THE HOSPITAL, 1419 01:07:07,067 --> 01:07:10,133 THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY HARD. 1420 01:07:10,133 --> 01:07:13,400 GILBERT AND I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING WELL. 1421 01:07:13,400 --> 01:07:16,233 IT'S LIKE THIS CLOUD HANGING OVER US, 1422 01:07:16,233 --> 01:07:18,800 AND I'M STRUGGLING WITH STAYING MOTIVATED. 1423 01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:21,500 [ SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ] 1424 01:07:21,500 --> 01:07:25,500 I'VE BEEN TRYING NOT TO BE SO DEPRESSED ABOUT EVERYTHING, 1425 01:07:25,500 --> 01:07:27,867 BUT I'M JUST SO HURT BY GILBERT. 1426 01:07:27,867 --> 01:07:29,867 ARE YOU HUNGRY? DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE SOMETHING? 1427 01:07:29,867 --> 01:07:32,500 HOPEFULLY, WE HAVE SOME STUFF. 1428 01:07:32,500 --> 01:07:33,567 CREAM OF MUSHROOM? 1429 01:07:33,567 --> 01:07:34,800 YEAH. 1430 01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:36,733 IT MADE ME FEEL SO WORTHLESS 1431 01:07:36,733 --> 01:07:39,433 WHEN I FOUND OUT HE'S TRYING TO BE WITH OTHER WOMEN 1432 01:07:39,433 --> 01:07:41,833 BECAUSE I'M NOT ENOUGH LIKE THIS. 1433 01:07:41,833 --> 01:07:44,600 IF I'M NOT ENOUGH RIGHT NOW, 1434 01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:47,500 THEN I DON'T THINK LOSING THE WEIGHT WOULD CHANGE THAT. 1435 01:07:47,500 --> 01:07:48,767 [ SMACKS LIPS ] 1436 01:07:48,767 --> 01:07:51,067 NOT BAD. 1437 01:07:51,067 --> 01:07:53,167 NOT ALL THAT GOOD, EITHER, THOUGH. 1438 01:07:53,167 --> 01:07:54,733 WELL, I WOULDN'T EAT THAT. 1439 01:07:54,733 --> 01:07:58,133 I JUST FEEL LIKE I CAN'T RELY ON HIM RIGHT NOW. 1440 01:07:59,533 --> 01:08:02,233 AND I WON'T FEEL LIKE HE'S SORRY. 1441 01:08:05,067 --> 01:08:08,500 GET A STRAINER TO STRAIN THE MUSHROOM. 1442 01:08:08,500 --> 01:08:10,067 OKAY. 1443 01:08:10,067 --> 01:08:12,433 I'M STILL STICKING TO MY LIQUID DIET, 1444 01:08:12,433 --> 01:08:16,067 BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF THE SURGERY. 1445 01:08:16,067 --> 01:08:17,700 BUT I'M FINDING IT VERY HARD 1446 01:08:17,700 --> 01:08:20,333 TO STAY MOTIVATED TO GET UP EVERY DAY. 1447 01:08:20,333 --> 01:08:23,400 SO I'VE MOSTLY BEEN STAYING IN BED. 1448 01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:25,700 THAT'S GOOD, MAN. 1449 01:08:25,700 --> 01:08:27,467 IF THE MUSHROOMS ARE ON THEM, I'M NOT GONNA EAT THEM. 1450 01:08:27,467 --> 01:08:28,600 I CAN'T EAT THEM. 1451 01:08:28,600 --> 01:08:30,300 EVEN ONE LITTLE PIECE IS GONNA KILL YOU? 1452 01:08:30,300 --> 01:08:32,200 I DON'T KNOW. ASK DR. NOW THAT. 1453 01:08:32,200 --> 01:08:33,200 ARE YOU IN PAIN RIGHT NOW? 1454 01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:34,400 IS THAT WHY YOU'RE ACTING LIKE THAT? 1455 01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:35,567 [ Chuckling ] NO, I'M FINE. 1456 01:08:35,567 --> 01:08:38,067 OH, YOU'RE GETTING ME FRUSTRATED, THOUGH. 1457 01:08:38,067 --> 01:08:39,867 [ BOWL CLINKS ] 1458 01:08:39,867 --> 01:08:42,167 YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO THROW ANYTHING EASY OUT THERE TO ME 1459 01:08:42,167 --> 01:08:43,433 JUST TO EAT. 1460 01:08:43,433 --> 01:08:45,167 -GOSH. -WHAT ARE YOU SO UPSET FOR? 1461 01:08:45,167 --> 01:08:47,800 -GOSH. -NEVER MIND. 1462 01:08:47,800 --> 01:08:49,533 PATIENT. [ EXHALES DEEPLY ] 1463 01:08:49,533 --> 01:08:50,667 YES. [ SCOFFS ] 1464 01:08:50,667 --> 01:08:51,967 WELL, YOUR SOUP'S RIGHT THERE. 1465 01:08:51,967 --> 01:08:53,133 I'LL STRAIN THE REST WHEN I GET BACK. 1466 01:08:53,133 --> 01:08:54,933 I'M GONNA GO GET MY BURRITO. 1467 01:08:54,933 --> 01:08:56,933 I'LL BE BACK. GOING TO THE CORNER REAL QUICK. 1468 01:08:56,933 --> 01:08:59,200 YOU SIT THERE AND PRAY TO GOD 1469 01:08:59,200 --> 01:09:00,933 TO CHANGE YOUR FRICKIN' ATTITUDE. 1470 01:09:00,933 --> 01:09:02,633 [ DOOR OPENS ] 1471 01:09:04,867 --> 01:09:08,067 Lupe: I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REPAIR EVERYTHING WITH GILBERT. 1472 01:09:09,333 --> 01:09:12,567 AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE GIVING UP RIGHT NOW. 1473 01:09:14,467 --> 01:09:17,100 ** 1474 01:09:34,267 --> 01:09:37,233 THINGS ARE STILL REALLY BAD BETWEEN ME AND GILBERT. 1475 01:09:37,233 --> 01:09:38,933 [ MONITOR BEEPS ] 1476 01:09:38,933 --> 01:09:40,633 WE'VE STILL BEEN FIGHTING A LOT, 1477 01:09:40,633 --> 01:09:43,633 SO HE'S BEEN AROUND LESS AND LESS. 1478 01:09:43,633 --> 01:09:47,567 I MOSTLY JUST STAYED IN BED THE LAST MONTH. 1479 01:09:47,567 --> 01:09:48,967 AND LAST WEEK, 1480 01:09:48,967 --> 01:09:52,533 I STARTED HAVING A LOT OF PAIN ON MY LOWER BACK. 1481 01:09:52,533 --> 01:09:54,233 [ MONITOR BEEPING ] 1482 01:09:54,233 --> 01:09:56,833 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE HAS SPENT THE LAST TWO MONTHS IN BED, 1483 01:09:56,833 --> 01:09:58,733 BARELY EVEN MOVING, 1484 01:09:58,733 --> 01:10:02,600 WHICH IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO THE BODY. 1485 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:05,433 SO SHE HAS DEVELOPED A HUGE BEDSORE 1486 01:10:05,433 --> 01:10:08,400 THAT IS IN RISK OF BECOMING INFECTED. 1487 01:10:08,400 --> 01:10:12,800 IF IT DOES, IT WILL CERTAINLY BE LIFE-THREATENING TO HER. 1488 01:10:12,800 --> 01:10:16,167 SO WE NEED TO ADDRESS IT IMMEDIATELY. 1489 01:10:16,167 --> 01:10:17,533 [ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ] 1490 01:10:17,533 --> 01:10:20,567 Lupe: I'M SCARED ABOUT GOING INTO SURGERY AGAIN, 1491 01:10:20,567 --> 01:10:23,400 AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE GILBERT IS RIGHT NOW. 1492 01:10:23,400 --> 01:10:24,933 ONE, TWO, THREE. 1493 01:10:24,933 --> 01:10:28,167 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE SEEMS TO BE VERY DEPRESSED. 1494 01:10:28,167 --> 01:10:29,900 THERE ARE ISSUES AT HOME, 1495 01:10:29,900 --> 01:10:32,467 AND SHE'S NOT DEALING WITH THEM AT ALL. 1496 01:10:33,467 --> 01:10:37,267 SO SHE HAS BECOME COMPLETELY IMMOBILE AGAIN. 1497 01:10:40,567 --> 01:10:41,900 [ AIR RUSHING ] 1498 01:10:41,900 --> 01:10:45,400 THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO EXCUSE FOR LUPE TO BE DECLINING 1499 01:10:45,400 --> 01:10:47,933 AND FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. 1500 01:10:49,367 --> 01:10:52,600 SO, AFTER SHE HAS SOME TIME TO RECOVER FROM THIS, 1501 01:10:52,600 --> 01:10:56,800 I'M STARTING HER ON AN EXTENSIVE PHYSICAL-THERAPY PROGRAM, 1502 01:10:56,800 --> 01:11:00,800 AND THEN WE'RE GOING TO TRY TO GET HER UP AND WALK. 1503 01:11:06,933 --> 01:11:09,567 THE LONGER SHE STAYS IMMOBILE IN BED, 1504 01:11:09,567 --> 01:11:12,467 THE HARDER IT WILL BE FOR US TO GET HER UP AGAIN. 1505 01:11:13,567 --> 01:11:15,667 GAINING MOBILITY AGAIN 1506 01:11:15,667 --> 01:11:18,067 AND BREAKING THIS DYNAMIC WITH HER HUSBAND 1507 01:11:18,067 --> 01:11:22,300 IS GOING TO BE HER ONLY CHANCE FOR LONG-TERM SUCCESS. 1508 01:11:24,267 --> 01:11:26,833 ** 1509 01:11:28,500 --> 01:11:30,333 WANT TO DO SOME BOXING? 1510 01:11:31,533 --> 01:11:34,567 Lupe: AFTER SURGERY, GILBERT SHOWED UP 1511 01:11:34,567 --> 01:11:37,067 AND HAS BEEN HELPING ME WITH MY EXERCISES. 1512 01:11:38,433 --> 01:11:40,233 [ SIGHING ] 1513 01:11:41,800 --> 01:11:44,933 EVERYTHING'S STILL A LITTLE TENSE BETWEEN US. 1514 01:11:46,300 --> 01:11:48,267 BUT I'M HAPPY TO HAVE HIS HELP RIGHT NOW. 1515 01:11:48,267 --> 01:11:50,100 PRESS YOUR WRIST FORWARD. 1516 01:11:50,100 --> 01:11:52,500 HE'S BEEN MY SUPPORT FOR SO LONG, 1517 01:11:52,500 --> 01:11:54,967 AND IT'S HARD TO EVEN DO IT WITHOUT HIM. 1518 01:11:56,633 --> 01:11:58,367 [ CHUCKLES ] 1519 01:11:58,367 --> 01:12:01,300 BUT I JUST FEEL SO WEAK RIGHT NOW. 1520 01:12:02,567 --> 01:12:05,667 I'M JUST NOT READY TO GET UP AND STAND AGAIN. 1521 01:12:05,667 --> 01:12:07,167 ALL RIGHT. 1522 01:12:07,167 --> 01:12:09,300 IT'S TOO HARD, AND IF I FALL, 1523 01:12:09,300 --> 01:12:12,967 NOBODY'S GONNA BE ABLE TO CATCH ME OR PICK ME UP. 1524 01:12:13,967 --> 01:12:16,200 LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO SO I CAN GET YOU TO STAND. 1525 01:12:16,200 --> 01:12:17,800 YOU KNOW, I DON'T THINK I'M GONNA STAND TODAY. 1526 01:12:17,800 --> 01:12:19,767 MY LEGS ARE VERY NUMB. 1527 01:12:19,767 --> 01:12:22,200 YOU CAN DO IT, THOUGH. YOU CAN STAND. 1528 01:12:22,200 --> 01:12:24,067 I'M NOT GONNA STAND AND FALL, OKAY, 1529 01:12:24,067 --> 01:12:25,367 IF I KNOW -- MY LEGS ARE RIGHT NOW. 1530 01:12:25,367 --> 01:12:26,367 THEY'RE WEAK. I CAN'T EVEN FEEL THEM. 1531 01:12:26,367 --> 01:12:27,833 WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN NOW 1532 01:12:27,833 --> 01:12:29,100 AND TWO DAYS AFTER TODAY? 1533 01:12:29,100 --> 01:12:31,600 I'M NOT GONNA STAND TODAY AND FALL AND GO BACKWARDS 1534 01:12:31,600 --> 01:12:33,067 'CAUSE YOU WANT TO SEE ME STAND. 1535 01:12:33,067 --> 01:12:34,200 I'M SORRY. 1536 01:12:34,200 --> 01:12:35,567 YOU CAN STAND. YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO STAND. 1537 01:12:35,567 --> 01:12:37,533 HERE. I CAN BARELY GET MYSELF TO THE EDGE OF THE BED. 1538 01:12:37,533 --> 01:12:39,067 BUT YOU HAVE TO WORK THROUGH THE PAIN. 1539 01:12:39,067 --> 01:12:40,867 IT'S NOT AMOUNT OF PAIN -- I'M NOT SAYING THE PAIN. 1540 01:12:40,867 --> 01:12:42,900 MY LEGS ARE NUMB! OKAY? 1541 01:12:42,900 --> 01:12:44,133 SO I'M NOT GONNA STAND AND FALL 1542 01:12:44,133 --> 01:12:46,800 BECAUSE YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE WANT TO SEE ME! 1543 01:12:49,333 --> 01:12:52,267 YOU NOT GETTING THERE IS MESSING ME UP. 1544 01:12:52,267 --> 01:12:53,767 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1545 01:12:53,767 --> 01:12:55,100 I WANT US TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE. 1546 01:12:55,100 --> 01:12:56,367 WE CAN'T HAVE A HAPPY LIFE 1547 01:12:56,367 --> 01:12:59,200 IF YOU CONTINUE TO JUST BE STUCK. 1548 01:13:02,167 --> 01:13:03,500 Lupe: I'M NOT READY. 1549 01:13:03,500 --> 01:13:05,467 AND WHEN GILBERT TRIES TO PUSH ME RIGHT NOW, 1550 01:13:05,467 --> 01:13:08,233 IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE HE'S NOT LISTENING 1551 01:13:08,233 --> 01:13:10,967 AND MAYBE THAT HE JUST WANTS ME TO GET UP 1552 01:13:10,967 --> 01:13:13,933 SO HE DOESN'T HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME ANYMORE. 1553 01:13:15,967 --> 01:13:18,700 THIS IS SO MUCH HARDER FOR ME 1554 01:13:18,700 --> 01:13:21,300 THAN GILBERT OR ANYONE REALIZES, 1555 01:13:21,300 --> 01:13:24,900 AND THEY CAN'T PUSH ME TO GET UP UNTIL I'M READY. 1556 01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:26,433 TOMORROW MORNING, WE'LL GET ON THIS 1557 01:13:26,433 --> 01:13:29,067 BREAKFAST, LUNCH, AND DINNER, OKAY? 1558 01:13:29,067 --> 01:13:33,300 AND RIGHT NOW... I'M NOT READY. 1559 01:13:36,833 --> 01:13:39,867 ** 1560 01:13:42,900 --> 01:13:45,267 OW, MY LEGS HURT, MAN. 1561 01:13:46,733 --> 01:13:49,800 THE DOCTOR SAID HE WANTS TO KNOW MY PROGRESS 1562 01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:52,433 AND THAT I HAVE TO STAND UP ON A REGULAR SCALE 1563 01:13:52,433 --> 01:13:54,233 TO GET MY WEIGHT TODAY. 1564 01:13:54,233 --> 01:13:58,100 I KNOW EVERY DAY I DON'T GET OUT OF THIS BED, 1565 01:13:58,100 --> 01:14:00,333 I GET WEAKER AND WEAKER. 1566 01:14:00,333 --> 01:14:02,833 BUT I'M SCARED RIGHT NOW, 1567 01:14:02,833 --> 01:14:05,200 AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M READY FOR THIS. 1568 01:14:06,800 --> 01:14:08,433 Dr. Nowzaradan: SCALE. 1569 01:14:08,433 --> 01:14:11,367 TODAY, I TOLD LUPE THAT SHE NEEDED TO GET OUT OF THE BED. 1570 01:14:11,367 --> 01:14:12,300 Man: OVER HERE. 1571 01:14:12,300 --> 01:14:15,100 IT IS IMPERATIVE TO GET HER UP. 1572 01:14:16,833 --> 01:14:18,233 IF SHE DOESN'T, 1573 01:14:18,233 --> 01:14:22,400 THEN HER HEALTH IS GOING TO CONTINUE TO DECLINE RAPIDLY, 1574 01:14:22,400 --> 01:14:26,067 AND HER BODY IS NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT. 1575 01:14:26,067 --> 01:14:27,267 WHOA! 1576 01:14:27,267 --> 01:14:28,300 YOU'RE GONNA BE FINE. JUST COME ON. 1577 01:14:28,300 --> 01:14:29,467 WHOA! 1578 01:14:29,467 --> 01:14:31,333 LUPE, YOU'VE BEEN IN BED SO LONG, 1579 01:14:31,333 --> 01:14:32,767 YOU'RE LOSING YOUR STRENGTH, OKAY? 1580 01:14:32,767 --> 01:14:34,100 I KNOW. [ CRYING ] 1581 01:14:34,100 --> 01:14:35,800 AND YOU DON'T KNOW, BECAUSE IF YOU KNEW, 1582 01:14:35,800 --> 01:14:37,067 YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. 1583 01:14:37,067 --> 01:14:38,067 -YEAH. -COME ON. 1584 01:14:38,067 --> 01:14:40,567 I CAN'T. MY LEGS ARE NUMB. 1585 01:14:41,700 --> 01:14:44,600 THAT'S BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN TRYING. 1586 01:14:44,600 --> 01:14:47,700 LUPE IS NOT DEALING WITH THE ISSUES IN HER LIFE 1587 01:14:47,700 --> 01:14:49,100 IN THE RIGHT WAY, 1588 01:14:49,100 --> 01:14:52,933 AND THAT IS CREATING A VERY DANGEROUS SITUATION FOR HER. 1589 01:14:52,933 --> 01:14:55,733 YOU'VE BEEN MONTHS AND MONTHS OF STAYING IN THE BED 1590 01:14:55,733 --> 01:14:57,367 AND ASKING FOR PAIN MEDICINE, 1591 01:14:57,367 --> 01:15:00,200 AND YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO GET UP AND MOVE. 1592 01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:01,967 SHE'S CONVINCED HERSELF 1593 01:15:01,967 --> 01:15:04,600 TO STOP DOING ANYTHING AND MAKING PROGRESS 1594 01:15:04,600 --> 01:15:06,733 BECAUSE SHE'S SCARED RIGHT NOW. 1595 01:15:06,733 --> 01:15:07,933 I'M GONNA FALL. 1596 01:15:07,933 --> 01:15:09,133 Man: YOU'RE NOT GONNA FALL. 1597 01:15:09,133 --> 01:15:11,600 LUPE, DO YOU WANT TO STAND UP, OR YOU DON'T? 1598 01:15:11,600 --> 01:15:13,067 I DO, BUT I'M SCARED. 1599 01:15:13,067 --> 01:15:14,467 YEAH, JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH. 1600 01:15:14,467 --> 01:15:16,667 THIS IS ALL BY YOUR DESIGN. 1601 01:15:16,667 --> 01:15:19,700 THIS IS WHERE IT GOT YOU TO BE ALMOST 600 POUNDS. 1602 01:15:19,700 --> 01:15:21,733 THIS IS WHAT GOT YOU IN THE BED. 1603 01:15:21,733 --> 01:15:24,400 YOU REFUSE TO GET OUT OF THIS CONDITION. 1604 01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:26,067 YOU'RE PLAYING WITH EVERYBODY AROUND YOU. 1605 01:15:26,067 --> 01:15:27,100 NO, I'M NOT. 1606 01:15:27,100 --> 01:15:28,967 COME ON. 1607 01:15:28,967 --> 01:15:31,200 THIS IS YOUR LIFE, AND WE'RE TRYING TO HELP YOU, 1608 01:15:31,200 --> 01:15:32,800 AND YOU DON'T WANT ANY HELP. I KNOW YOU ARE. 1609 01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:34,333 AND I'M VERY THANKFUL FOR THAT. 1610 01:15:34,333 --> 01:15:37,200 NO, BUT YOUR ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WHAT YOU SAY. 1611 01:15:41,467 --> 01:15:44,267 YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO, 1612 01:15:44,267 --> 01:15:45,733 BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO DO IT. 1613 01:15:45,733 --> 01:15:47,167 [ CRYING ] 1614 01:15:48,333 --> 01:15:49,833 PUT HER BACK IN THE BED. 1615 01:15:52,733 --> 01:15:53,767 OH, OW! 1616 01:15:53,767 --> 01:15:56,300 BREATHE, BREATHE, BREATHE. OKAY. 1617 01:15:56,300 --> 01:15:59,400 Dr. Nowzaradan: THIS IS A VERY BAD SITUATION. 1618 01:15:59,400 --> 01:16:03,700 LUPE IS AT A CROSSROAD, AND SHE'S CHOOSING A PATH 1619 01:16:03,700 --> 01:16:04,067 THAT IS GOING TO LEAD HER TO HER DEATH. 1620 01:16:11,100 --> 01:16:13,300 ** 1621 01:16:16,067 --> 01:16:19,567 Dr. Nowzaradan: LUPE IS REFUSING TO GET UP AND DO ANYTHING, 1622 01:16:19,567 --> 01:16:22,500 SO THERE'S NOTHING MORE WE CAN DO FOR HER HERE. 1623 01:16:25,333 --> 01:16:28,067 Lupe: I'M SO SCARED BECAUSE I'M STARTING TO FEEL 1624 01:16:28,067 --> 01:16:30,933 LIKE I'M NEVER GONNA BE ABLE TO GET BACK UP. 1625 01:16:34,467 --> 01:16:36,133 ALL RIGHT, LUPE. 1626 01:16:36,133 --> 01:16:39,600 SO, I'M GOING TO GO AHEAD AND SEND YOU HOME. 1627 01:16:39,600 --> 01:16:41,433 YOU KNOW THAT YOU GOT A VERY BAD HEART. 1628 01:16:41,433 --> 01:16:43,167 YOU KNOW YOU'RE A DIABETIC. 1629 01:16:43,167 --> 01:16:44,600 IF YOU DON'T MOVE AROUND 1630 01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:46,700 AND IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR LIFESTYLE, 1631 01:16:46,700 --> 01:16:48,700 YOUR BODY IS GONNA GIVE OUT. 1632 01:16:48,700 --> 01:16:51,533 RIGHT NOW, THE BATTLE FOR LUPE'S LIFE 1633 01:16:51,533 --> 01:16:54,733 IS NOT PHYSICAL -- IT IS PSYCHOLOGICAL. 1634 01:16:54,733 --> 01:16:56,400 THE LAST THING WE'RE GONNA TRY 1635 01:16:56,400 --> 01:17:00,533 IS TO SEND A PSYCHOLOGIST TO MEET WITH YOU AND GILBERT 1636 01:17:00,533 --> 01:17:02,600 TO TRY TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUES 1637 01:17:02,600 --> 01:17:05,133 THAT ARE KEEPING YOU IN THE BED. 1638 01:17:05,133 --> 01:17:09,233 AFTER SURGERY, WHEN A PATIENT HITS THE WALL LIKE THIS, 1639 01:17:09,233 --> 01:17:12,367 A PSYCHOLOGIST MAY BE THEIR ONLY HOPE. 1640 01:17:12,367 --> 01:17:13,700 YOU NEED TO FIGURE OUT, 1641 01:17:13,700 --> 01:17:17,367 WHAT IS THE THING THAT IS MAKING YOU AFRAID TO STAND NOW? 1642 01:17:17,367 --> 01:17:20,600 AND HOW ARE YOU GONNA CHANGE THE DYNAMIC THAT IS KILLING YOU 1643 01:17:20,600 --> 01:17:22,433 BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE? 1644 01:17:22,433 --> 01:17:23,467 ALL RIGHT. 1645 01:17:23,467 --> 01:17:24,500 -OKAY. -[ SNIFFLING ] 1646 01:17:24,500 --> 01:17:26,567 ** 1647 01:17:32,533 --> 01:17:34,300 COME HERE, MY LOVE. 1648 01:17:34,300 --> 01:17:36,067 THAT HAD ME CRYING. STOP IT. 1649 01:17:36,067 --> 01:17:38,167 [ SMOOCHES ] 1650 01:17:38,167 --> 01:17:39,300 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE ALL MY SUPPORT, 1651 01:17:39,300 --> 01:17:40,900 EVEN MORE NOW, WHEN WE GET HOME. 1652 01:17:40,900 --> 01:17:42,233 I'LL BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR YOU, LOVE. 1653 01:17:42,233 --> 01:17:44,867 I'LL TAKE A BULLET FOR YOU -- YOU KNOW THAT. 1654 01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:47,967 I'M SORRY, MY BABY. 1655 01:17:50,400 --> 01:17:52,733 ** 1656 01:17:54,967 --> 01:17:57,067 Lupe: TODAY, THE THERAPIST IS COMING OVER 1657 01:17:57,067 --> 01:18:00,800 TO TALK TO ME AND GILBERT ABOUT ALL OUR ISSUES. 1658 01:18:00,800 --> 01:18:04,567 I KNOW MY BIGGEST ONE IS HOW GILBERT MAKES ME FEEL 1659 01:18:04,567 --> 01:18:07,267 WHEN HE TRIES TO MEET UP WITH OTHER WOMEN 1660 01:18:07,267 --> 01:18:10,400 AND HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO TRUST HIM RIGHT NOW. 1661 01:18:11,500 --> 01:18:12,967 WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT, 1662 01:18:12,967 --> 01:18:15,567 I FEEL LIKE I JUST START TO LOCK UP, 1663 01:18:15,567 --> 01:18:17,800 AND I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. 1664 01:18:17,800 --> 01:18:19,767 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1665 01:18:22,300 --> 01:18:24,133 HEY. COME IN. 1666 01:18:24,133 --> 01:18:25,333 THANK YOU. 1667 01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:29,233 HEY, LUPE, GOOD TO SEE YOU. HI. [ CHUCKLES ] 1668 01:18:29,233 --> 01:18:31,600 SO, HOW ARE BOTH OF YOU? 1669 01:18:31,600 --> 01:18:33,333 -HANGING IN THERE. -HANGING IN THERE. 1670 01:18:33,333 --> 01:18:34,767 I JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. 1671 01:18:34,767 --> 01:18:36,233 WHERE ARE YOU AT TODAY, 1672 01:18:36,233 --> 01:18:39,333 IN TERMS OF JUST RECOVERING, YOU KNOW, PHYSICALLY? 1673 01:18:39,333 --> 01:18:40,567 I'VE BEEN OKAY. 1674 01:18:40,567 --> 01:18:42,467 I STILL HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS IN MY MIND, YOU KNOW? 1675 01:18:42,467 --> 01:18:43,833 YEAH. 1676 01:18:43,833 --> 01:18:46,433 I REALLY WANT TO GET OUT OF BED AND THAT, BUT... 1677 01:18:46,433 --> 01:18:48,400 YOU KNOW, 'CAUSE I KNOW I'M A BURDEN ON MY HUSBAND. 1678 01:18:48,400 --> 01:18:51,067 YOU KNOW, IT'S HARD FOR HIM TO DO EVERYTHING AND THAT. 1679 01:18:51,067 --> 01:18:52,567 HOW'S THE RELATIONSHIP GOING? 1680 01:18:52,567 --> 01:18:55,667 ME AND MY HUSBAND -- WE HAVE OUR UPS AND DOWNS. 1681 01:18:55,667 --> 01:18:57,167 THERE'S TIMES, YOU KNOW, I'VE CAUGHT HIM, 1682 01:18:57,167 --> 01:19:02,100 YOU KNOW, FLIRTING AND TRYING TO GET GIRLS' NUMBERS AND... 1683 01:19:02,100 --> 01:19:04,933 OKAY. I WANT TO HAVE AN HONEST CONVERSATION ABOUT THAT, 1684 01:19:04,933 --> 01:19:06,767 BECAUSE WE NEED TO GET ON THE SAME PAGE... 1685 01:19:06,767 --> 01:19:08,067 YES, WE DO. 1686 01:19:08,067 --> 01:19:09,700 ...AND IT SOUNDS LIKE MAYBE WE'RE NOT THERE YET. 1687 01:19:09,700 --> 01:19:11,133 SO, LUPE, FOR YOU, 1688 01:19:11,133 --> 01:19:13,500 WHEN DOES THE BEHAVIOR BECOME SOMETHING THAT CROSSES THE LINE? 1689 01:19:13,500 --> 01:19:15,200 I'M GONNA SPEAK UP AND SAY WHAT I GOT TO SAY. 1690 01:19:15,200 --> 01:19:16,833 I'VE CAUGHT HIM TALKING TO FEMALES -- 1691 01:19:16,833 --> 01:19:19,067 A FEMALE IN THE ROOM, SAYING SHE'S PRETTY, 1692 01:19:19,067 --> 01:19:20,200 EVEN MADE UP WITH HER AND THAT. 1693 01:19:20,200 --> 01:19:21,533 I WAS ASLEEP, AND I WOKE UP, 1694 01:19:21,533 --> 01:19:22,767 AND HE THOUGHT I WASN'T HEARING HIM. 1695 01:19:22,767 --> 01:19:24,600 HE WAS IN THE ROOM. OH, YEAH, SHE'S PRETTY. 1696 01:19:24,600 --> 01:19:26,400 HE'S GONNA MEET HER. HE'S GONNA BE WITH HER. 1697 01:19:26,400 --> 01:19:28,433 THAT'S WHY I HAVE TO SPEAK UP NOW 1698 01:19:28,433 --> 01:19:30,067 BECAUSE THAT'S WHY I DON'T TRUST HIM. 1699 01:19:30,067 --> 01:19:31,800 AND THIS IS RECENTLY -- WHEN I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. 1700 01:19:31,800 --> 01:19:33,133 YEAH. MM-HMM. 1701 01:19:33,133 --> 01:19:35,433 SO HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO TRUST HIM, LIKE, IF HE'S DOING IT? 1702 01:19:35,433 --> 01:19:37,167 THAT'S WHERE WE ARE NOW. 1703 01:19:37,167 --> 01:19:40,233 I'M NOT GONNA SIT HERE AND ARGUE WITH HER OR NOTHING, 1704 01:19:40,233 --> 01:19:41,867 'CAUSE SHE'S RIGHT -- YOU KNOW, IT'S TRUE. 1705 01:19:41,867 --> 01:19:44,800 BUT HER NOT GETTING UP, NOT TRYING TO PUSH 1706 01:19:44,800 --> 01:19:47,233 IS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHE DON'T VALUE OUR MARRIAGE, 1707 01:19:47,233 --> 01:19:49,167 AND I'M STARTING TO BE RESENTFUL. 1708 01:19:49,167 --> 01:19:50,567 I WANT OUR MARRIAGE TO WORK. 1709 01:19:50,567 --> 01:19:53,233 I WANT YOU TO GET UP. I WANT YOU TO WALK. 1710 01:19:54,400 --> 01:19:55,867 COME ON, SERIOUSLY. 1711 01:19:55,867 --> 01:19:57,333 I'VE BEEN THERE -- EVERYTHING. 1712 01:19:57,333 --> 01:19:58,667 I'M YOUR BREATH. 1713 01:19:58,667 --> 01:20:01,200 I NEED YOU TO GET UP. I'M TIRED. 1714 01:20:01,200 --> 01:20:05,200 'CAUSE RIGHT NOW, IT FEELS LIKE I VALUE YOUR LIFE 1715 01:20:05,200 --> 01:20:07,400 MORE THAN YOU VALUE YOUR OWN LIFE. 1716 01:20:09,133 --> 01:20:10,567 JUST TO PUT SOME PERSPECTIVE -- 1717 01:20:10,567 --> 01:20:12,467 INDIVIDUALLY, YOU ALL HAVE BEEN UNDER 1718 01:20:12,467 --> 01:20:14,667 AN INSANE AMOUNT OF STRESS. [ SCOFFS ] YEAH. 1719 01:20:14,667 --> 01:20:16,533 AND THE RELATIONSHIP, AS WELL. 1720 01:20:16,533 --> 01:20:17,933 UNFORTUNATELY, WHAT HAPPENS IS, 1721 01:20:17,933 --> 01:20:21,000 WHEN TRUST IN A RELATIONSHIP IS BROKEN, 1722 01:20:21,000 --> 01:20:23,000 IT IS VERY, VERY HARD TO GET THAT BACK. 1723 01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:25,867 YOU CAN GET THAT BACK, BUT IT TAKES A LOT OF WORK. 1724 01:20:25,867 --> 01:20:28,167 IT'S A PROCESS OF SAYING WHAT YOU MEAN 1725 01:20:28,167 --> 01:20:29,733 AND MEANING WHAT YOU SAY 1726 01:20:29,733 --> 01:20:31,767 AND FOLLOWING THAT UP WITH BEHAVIOR. 1727 01:20:31,767 --> 01:20:33,767 I THINK YOU BOTH ARE WELL-INTENTIONED. 1728 01:20:33,767 --> 01:20:35,733 I MEAN, YOU OBVIOUSLY LOVE ONE ANOTHER. 1729 01:20:35,733 --> 01:20:39,400 BUT TRUST HAS TO BE BACKED UP WITH BEHAVIOR. 1730 01:20:39,400 --> 01:20:41,700 YOU ALL REALLY NEED TO WORK ON JUST REBUILDING THINGS, 1731 01:20:41,700 --> 01:20:43,800 AND RIGHT NOW, IT'S AS SIMPLE AS, 1732 01:20:43,800 --> 01:20:47,067 "I NEED TO STAY FAITHFUL -- FIND WAYS TO DO THAT," 1733 01:20:47,067 --> 01:20:51,333 AND, "I'VE GOT TO FIND WAYS TO CONTINUE TO WORK ON MYSELF," 1734 01:20:51,333 --> 01:20:52,667 AND TO HELP HIM, 1735 01:20:52,667 --> 01:20:55,533 BECAUSE HE'S AT A POINT WHERE HE CAN'T HELP ANYMORE. 1736 01:20:55,533 --> 01:20:57,300 AND THEN, THAT'S HOW YOU REBUILD TRUST -- 1737 01:20:57,300 --> 01:20:59,133 LITTLE BY LITTLE BY LITTLE. 1738 01:20:59,133 --> 01:21:01,967 I THINK THAT WILL GIVE US A LOT OF WORK TO START WITH, OKAY? 1739 01:21:01,967 --> 01:21:03,100 OKAY. ALL RIGHTY. 1740 01:21:03,100 --> 01:21:04,633 THANK YOU. BYE. TAKE CARE. 1741 01:21:04,633 --> 01:21:06,467 NICE TO SEE YOU. SAME HERE. BYE-BYE. 1742 01:21:10,767 --> 01:21:14,867 Lupe: GILBERT'S BEEN MY ROCK FOR SO MANY YEARS. 1743 01:21:14,867 --> 01:21:17,300 IF I DON'T HAVE A FUTURE WITH HIM, 1744 01:21:17,300 --> 01:21:19,333 THEN I DON'T HAVE THE MOTIVATION I HAD 1745 01:21:19,333 --> 01:21:21,867 WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNEY. 1746 01:21:21,867 --> 01:21:23,200 SO I WANT TO WORK ON THINGS 1747 01:21:30,867 --> 01:21:33,133 [ BIRDS CHIRPING ] 1748 01:21:33,133 --> 01:21:36,700 Lupe: WHEN YOU LIVE FOR SO LONG WITHOUT HOPE, 1749 01:21:36,700 --> 01:21:38,600 ONCE YOU HAVE IT, 1750 01:21:38,600 --> 01:21:41,667 YOU'LL CLING TO IT AND NEVER LET GO. 1751 01:21:43,133 --> 01:21:45,800 ** 1752 01:21:51,533 --> 01:21:53,267 Gilbert: I GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU. 1753 01:21:53,267 --> 01:21:57,233 FOR DOING SO GOOD THIS PAST YEAR AND MAKING ME SO PROUD. 1754 01:21:57,233 --> 01:22:00,733 THINGS HAVE BEEN A LITTLE BETTER BETWEEN GILBERT AND I. 1755 01:22:00,733 --> 01:22:03,067 WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WORK ON OUR RELATIONSHIP. 1756 01:22:03,067 --> 01:22:04,300 THANK YOU. 1757 01:22:04,300 --> 01:22:07,467 AND THAT'S MEANT TALKING MORE ABOUT THINGS. 1758 01:22:07,467 --> 01:22:11,367 I FEEL LIKE GILBERT'S UNDERSTANDING HOW HE HURT ME, 1759 01:22:11,367 --> 01:22:13,900 AND THAT'S BEEN A BIG STEP FOR US. 1760 01:22:13,900 --> 01:22:15,200 MY LEGS. OH, GEEZ. 1761 01:22:15,200 --> 01:22:16,500 THIS ONE? YES. 1762 01:22:16,500 --> 01:22:18,667 I KNOW WE STILL HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO WORK THROUGH, 1763 01:22:18,667 --> 01:22:21,800 BUT I FEEL LIKE WE CAN FIGURE IT OUT TOGETHER 1764 01:22:21,800 --> 01:22:23,600 AND GROW OUR MARRIAGE FROM HERE. 1765 01:22:23,600 --> 01:22:25,733 I THOUGHT WE'D DO SOMETHING SPECIAL TODAY. 1766 01:22:25,733 --> 01:22:27,200 I THOUGHT WE'D COOK TOGETHER, 1767 01:22:27,200 --> 01:22:28,933 HAVE A NICE, ROMANTIC DINNER TOGETHER. 1768 01:22:30,467 --> 01:22:32,533 Gilbert: YOU KNOW, I'VE BEEN KIND OF A FLIRT 1769 01:22:32,533 --> 01:22:33,833 IN THE PAST TIMES OF THIS YEAR, 1770 01:22:33,833 --> 01:22:37,500 BUT IT MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE MY WIFE 1771 01:22:37,500 --> 01:22:40,433 AND THAT, YOU KNOW, I NEED TO HONOR MY VOWS WITH HER. 1772 01:22:40,433 --> 01:22:41,667 [ SIZZLING ] 1773 01:22:41,667 --> 01:22:43,900 Lupe: I'VE BEEN WORKING ON GETTING OUT OF BED, 1774 01:22:43,900 --> 01:22:46,700 AND GILBERT'S BEEN HELPING ME GET UP. 1775 01:22:46,700 --> 01:22:48,567 BUT I'M STILL NOT ABLE TO STAND. 1776 01:22:48,567 --> 01:22:49,800 NICE DAY, BABE. 1777 01:22:49,800 --> 01:22:53,200 I HAVE MY NEXT APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW IN A MONTH. 1778 01:22:53,200 --> 01:22:56,967 I WANT TO SHOW HIM HOW MUCH I'M TRYING TO GET UP. 1779 01:22:56,967 --> 01:23:00,100 BUT I KNOW I'VE ALREADY MADE SO MUCH PROGRESS. 1780 01:23:00,100 --> 01:23:01,400 LOVE YOU, TOO. 1781 01:23:01,400 --> 01:23:03,233 AND I'M REALLY PROUD OF THAT. 1782 01:23:04,267 --> 01:23:06,233 ** 1783 01:23:11,733 --> 01:23:14,433 THE DOCTOR'S GONNA CHECK OUT MY LEGS TODAY 1784 01:23:14,433 --> 01:23:18,400 TO SEE WHAT WE CAN DO TO GET ME UP AND WALKING FASTER. 1785 01:23:20,133 --> 01:23:21,767 HI, LUPE. HI. 1786 01:23:21,767 --> 01:23:24,900 NOW, LET ME JUST CHECK AND SEE HOW YOUR LEG IS DOING. 1787 01:23:24,900 --> 01:23:26,933 THE FEELING DOWN HERE IS NORMAL? 1788 01:23:26,933 --> 01:23:28,800 YEAH, WHEN I STAND UP, I CAN FEEL IT -- 1789 01:23:28,800 --> 01:23:30,100 I CAN FEEL, LIKE, THAT RIGHT NOW. 1790 01:23:30,100 --> 01:23:31,433 OKAY. 1791 01:23:31,433 --> 01:23:33,400 Dr. Nowzaradan: UNFORTUNATELY, LUPE GOT TO THE POINT 1792 01:23:33,400 --> 01:23:37,300 WHERE SHE'S PHYSICALLY LOSING THE ABILITY TO STAND. 1793 01:23:37,300 --> 01:23:40,667 THAT HIP JOINT NEEDS TO BE PROBABLY REPLACED, 1794 01:23:40,667 --> 01:23:44,833 AND THEN SHE NEEDS THE TENDON TO BE WORKED OUT. 1795 01:23:44,833 --> 01:23:48,133 BUT THE FACT THAT SHE'S WILLING TO TRY IS A GOOD SIGN. 1796 01:23:48,133 --> 01:23:51,067 SO, WE'LL ADDRESS THIS ISSUE 1797 01:23:51,067 --> 01:23:53,333 AS YOU START LOSING SOME MORE WEIGHT, OKAY? 1798 01:23:53,333 --> 01:23:54,400 OKAY. 1799 01:23:54,400 --> 01:23:56,467 AND SHE STUCK TO HER REDUCED DIET, 1800 01:23:56,467 --> 01:23:58,333 AND SHE'S STILL LOSING WEIGHT. 1801 01:23:58,333 --> 01:24:00,167 ALL RIGHT, LET'S CHECK YOUR WEIGHT. 1802 01:24:00,167 --> 01:24:02,400 OH, MY GOSH. [ CHUCKLES ] 1803 01:24:02,400 --> 01:24:04,500 [ SIGHS ] 1804 01:24:06,900 --> 01:24:08,600 360. [ LAUGHS ] 1805 01:24:08,600 --> 01:24:10,600 WHOO! 1806 01:24:10,600 --> 01:24:11,967 [ LAUGHTER ] 1807 01:24:11,967 --> 01:24:14,467 WE STILL HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO WITH HER, 1808 01:24:14,467 --> 01:24:16,933 BUT SHE IS A FIGHTER, AT THE END OF THE DAY. 1809 01:24:16,933 --> 01:24:19,067 I'M PROUD OF YOU. YOU LOST ALL THAT WEIGHT. 1810 01:24:19,067 --> 01:24:20,133 THANK YOU. 1811 01:24:20,133 --> 01:24:21,867 BUT I WANT YOU TO KEEP THIS UP, 1812 01:24:21,867 --> 01:24:25,667 AND EVERY DAY, TRY TO STAND UP AND DO YOUR EXERCISE. 1813 01:24:25,667 --> 01:24:26,800 OKAY. OKAY. 1814 01:24:26,800 --> 01:24:28,933 KEEP IT UP, AND I WILL SEE YOU LATER, OKAY? 1815 01:24:28,933 --> 01:24:30,167 OKAY. THANK YOU, DR. NOW. 1816 01:24:30,167 --> 01:24:31,600 ALL RIGHT. YEP. 1817 01:24:31,600 --> 01:24:33,400 ** 1818 01:24:34,967 --> 01:24:36,500 [ SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ] 1819 01:24:36,500 --> 01:24:39,733 NOW GILBERT AND I ARE TRYING TO SPEND MORE TIME TOGETHER 1820 01:24:39,733 --> 01:24:42,800 AND GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. 1821 01:24:42,800 --> 01:24:44,933 [ SMOOCHING ] 1822 01:24:44,933 --> 01:24:47,733 NOW THAT I'M DOWN 300 POUNDS, 1823 01:24:47,733 --> 01:24:49,967 EVEN WITH THE PAIN IN MY LEGS, 1824 01:24:49,967 --> 01:24:52,267 I CAN START TO GET OUT AND DO THINGS. 1825 01:24:53,267 --> 01:24:55,233 IT'S BEEN OVER 10 YEARS 1826 01:24:55,233 --> 01:24:58,267 SINCE I COULD JUST GO TO A PARK OR DOWN THE STREET 1827 01:24:58,267 --> 01:25:00,133 OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 1828 01:25:02,100 --> 01:25:04,433 THIS JUST FEELS AMAZING. 1829 01:25:04,433 --> 01:25:05,667 OH, MY GOD, BABE. 1830 01:25:05,667 --> 01:25:07,733 IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE OUT HERE 1831 01:25:07,733 --> 01:25:09,067 WITH THAT BREEZE IN MY HAIR. 1832 01:25:09,067 --> 01:25:10,600 AND YOU KNOW, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME 1833 01:25:10,600 --> 01:25:12,533 WE EVER BEEN TO A PARK TOGETHER IN -- WHAT? -- 1834 01:25:12,533 --> 01:25:14,133 ALMOST NINE YEARS WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER. 1835 01:25:14,133 --> 01:25:15,900 YEAH, THIS IS OUR FIRST STEP. 1836 01:25:15,900 --> 01:25:17,267 I COULDN'T BE MORE HAPPY ABOUT IT. 1837 01:25:17,267 --> 01:25:19,267 I'M PROUD OF YOU. THANK YOU. 1838 01:25:20,533 --> 01:25:24,600 I'M SO ENCOURAGED BY EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENED LATELY, 1839 01:25:24,600 --> 01:25:28,067 THAT IT'S HELPING DRIVE ME TO WANT TO DO MORE. 1840 01:25:28,067 --> 01:25:30,067 I LOVE YOU, MY LOVE. 1841 01:25:30,067 --> 01:25:31,867 MWAH! MM, OH! 1842 01:25:31,867 --> 01:25:33,400 JUST TO HAVE OPTIONS OF MY FUTURE...